` Lynn ♥

` Sunday, September 9, 2007 ♥

Posted @ // 12:21 AM

ok.. i dunno why.. but i jus hav this urge to blog bout this now...

aft readin kq's blog, chat wid her... den.. i suddenly rmbed wat my sec 4 form teacher said tt day when we visited her.. on teachers' day to be exact...
she said tt she will nv trust anyone to 100%..... like NO ONE!!!! lik only trust herself.. den another person added.. sometimes dun even trust herself den she agreed too..
den i tot of my relatives.. saying bout the same thing tt no one is really trustworthy.. in the real world, everyone does things becos of a motive.. even family may nt b 100% trustworthy.. but given tt benefit of doubt tt they r ppl tt can be trusted... everyone says tt the world is a complicated place.. how sad...
y cant everything be simpler???
i dun und at times... is trust realli tt difficult?? since its so fragile n so easily broken, y aren't ppl takin gd care of it?? y is dere stil so many ppl put there tt shows the dark side of society, of humans??? y r we always lik dis?? y do we always take things for granted?? y do we hav to lose it b4 we learn to treasure it?? ok... but i bliv in exceptions...

although i hear so much of this kind of stuff.. n dey r all adults!! so much more life experience... so actually wat dey say is or shld b quite true... but i still choose nt to listen.. how stubborn i m... i still choose to bliv tt there is 100% of trust in this world... mb one day i will regret i once haf dis mindset.. mb i m jus bein too naive... mb.... but i hope tt day will nv come..
but.. mb i will get hurt cos of this.. mb i will... but i tink.. i tink.. i wont regret.. i wont regret havin this thinkin..mb... blivin is enuff... its much more important den seein... sometimes i jus disagree tt 'seein is blvin'.. in fact.. sometimes i tink tt 'blivin is seein'...

i dunno wat i m rattlin on actually.. n why i m doin this..

but ppl say 'time is the best medicine'... it can heal all wounds....
but..but.. is it realli true??? i wonder....
cos... i guess.. somethings will remain dere foreva... lik a scar...

mb all this is very messy here.. v random in fact... but i shant care now.. cos i oso dunno how to arrange my tots.. i m jus typin wateva tt comes to my mind...
i always tink to myself.. tt hurdles are meant to be overcomed... its meant to make one stronger.. so... its nt tt bad after all... can i be so siao sa when it realli happen to me?? i tink i m simply tinkin too much... but luckily i will nt keep tinkin of it unless.. someone mention it to me agn.. n den... i will spend the nxt few minutes/hrs tinking of it..

but.. even thou i hav all these tots.. nt so positve rite? but its ok.... cos i still choose to be a naive small kid tt tinks tt the world is still a wonderful place even if it has all these rubbish.. many undesirable things happen.. but many nice things happen too.. mb everything is jus a cycle.. jus lik.. when dere is birth, deres death; when dere is sadness, ders happiness;when dere is tears, deres laughters; when theres day, deres nite, when theres....e list goes on... so everything is lik a trade-off... when u lost smth, u gain smth too.. but well.. i m jus a 16 turnin 17 yr old kid...who m i to tok bout life... still long way to go sia.... guess theres still alot more things tt i yet but gota learn in e future...gota learn to accept, to adapt, to... many many more things... but... as i grow up.. i would want to retain e things tt i have now as a kid.. i still want to be like now... to trust ppl...

worms advice me to be nt afraid to accept love... haha.. guess its quite true... but i tink.. i contradict myself alot.. i m afraid but i m willin to try... lol...

ok.. tts enuff... i dint realise i said soo much.. but i still hav lots to say.. but i shant say anymore... i can carry on 4eva sia... lol... said enuff... more den enuff.. shldnt hav say some in fact.. wah.. some mus b sayin i actin serious.. n adultish...haha
but.. dun b mistaken ppl.. i m still tt cheerful gal!!!=)

many say tt we shld hold on.... but sometimes... its lettin go tt we gota learn.....

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