dint do much this wkend.. except for watchin one litre of tears.. i finished it.. haha..its a super nice show.. dam touchin.. cried almost thruout the show.. i m amaze by the courage the gal has.. if i were her.. i definitely cmi.. i cant be tt strong.. i mite even give up... mb.. this is jus how weak i m..

anw.. my young little cousin was here over the wkends too.. she is sooo cute la.. ahaha... her innocence brings joy to everyone... i was jus tinkin... if everyone in this world can be as innocent as a child.. how nice would it be!!! but... its impossible... cos it only happens in fairytale..

hmm... sometimes i really wonder.. why do i tink so much.. perhaps its all jus redundant.. but seems tt it jus wont cease...

i guess that they are jus some ppl hu will entre n leave ur life.. while others stay on 4eva..
but who will stay on??? aft jc.. when everyone goes their own separate ways.. wat is gg to happen?? besides memories.. are there more tt i can expect of? i m nt greedy ba... all i wish for.. is for us to be frienz for life.. it is possible rite?? yes.. how nice this will be...

but.. if.. if.. aft jc.. cos we dun see/tok to each other tt often.. we drift apart.. and so on... will this happen??? they say its hard to prevent.. but... but... pls dun let it happen my dear friends.. it hurts... if it realli happen.. i will b realli disappointed.. but.. it wont!!!:)

i tink i m being over protected.. i m quite unwillin to step out of my comfort zone.. my aunt was tokin to me bout further studies and ask if i was interested in gg to australia... she said... it'll be gd exposure.. ya.. i know.. but... i m unwillin to.. and i know myself tt the simple reason behind is cos i m afraid...

mb i m livin in illusions.. in my own world.. refusin to step into the real world.. bein naive w/o wantin to care..

wat is the meanin of foreva??
is there even such a thing call foreva??
perhaps yes.. perhaps no... i dunno....

;