TO: you-know-who-you-are
i received the best bdae present ever! i m truly touched! when i know why ur neck was pain.. my heart melted...but i cant help feelin sad... first time ever did i cry thruout looking thru the entire present...there's jus so much i want to tell u right now... i m sorry... but i remembered everything... realli.. i hav kept some of the sms-es.. in my phone... unwantin to delete them even thou my phone memory is full.. cos.. it all meant so much to me.. its nt tt i hav found someone else.. its jus tt i hav been keepin all to myself... bliv me.. u r irreplaceable.. 没有人能够取代你....
i dunno.. mb i m afraid..of.. of.. losin?? or smth.. tt i dun dare to go clser... or even to maintain... its a mixed feelin... i tink i chose to run away... which dint feel gd at all...
u r special.. u r diff... this hasnt change at all...
i m bad at handlin.. i dunno wat i did.. or did nt do..
and.. yes.. i m stupid.. but i dun mind.. i dun regret bein stupid.. i choose to be stupid.. if i m nt... i wont be receivin wat i got...
one more thing.. pls..pls... 很重要, 一切都还很重要! 不要再说不重要了... 因为那些话, 好伤人... 如果不重要, 我不会哭, 如果不重要, 我不会那么在乎...
i dun wan it to end.. i dun wan anything to end.. i wan it to cont to 2008 and to foreva...
"the year 2008...=>" it means.. to be continued right??? pls let it be...
there is alot tt i haven say.. somethings i dun wan to say it here.. but all i want u to know is....
there may be changes on the surface... but the things deep inside hasnt change...
~you are important to me~
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...