` Saturday, December 29, 2007 ♥
2nd chingay trainin at republic poly....
woke up at 6am!!! feel as if i m gg to sch.. e worst thing is i couldnt get to slp the nite b4... so i got lik 2 hrs of slp only..lol.. den went to trl to take 168 to woodlands... cos e bus is lik expressway all e way.. its so fast!! i reached at lik 730!! lol...
today was jus briefings n toks... so.. nth much.. den we went to causeway point for lunch... everywhr was lik so crowded..so we went frm 1st level to 5th and down to basement agn b4 gg to mos burger...lol.. and we had a lovely gal's tok!! haha.. xl,kq,yy,hx n me!! we luff lik crazy.. esp xl,kq,yy n me!! wahahaha!!! den e 3 rich ppl went to shop.. while kq n me waited outside e shop wid envious eyes...lol.. so we decided to leave first.. left yy n xl to cont shoppin...lol
took 168 back agn... i love the bus journey... all e way expressway!! den while on the bus it was rainin... so dam shiok!! haha... so i dint stop at trl n went all e way to bedok b4 takin 17 back home agn.... lol... nxt time i know le.. if i want to take long nice bus ride.. i'll jus take frm bedok to woodlands and take back to bedok and take 9 or 17 back home.. lol.. or jus bedok to woodlands den to trl den back home..lol...
came home n jus fall flat on e ground n fell aslp.. i told myself.. to slp for 1/2 an hr till 6pm den go bathe den eat dina... but e nxt thing i know when i woke up.. its already 830...lol.. i slpt for 3 hrs instead...
when i wake up.. my bro was in my room catchin mosquitoes wid the electric racket thing.. n guess wad?? he caught lik abt 15 mosquitoes jus in my room!!! ZOMG!!!!
thou i slpt 3 hrs.. i m lik feelin tired nw.. gosh.. all i do is slp these days...
cannot!! mus wake up le!!! chiong hw!!! lol..
woke up at 6am!!! feel as if i m gg to sch.. e worst thing is i couldnt get to slp the nite b4... so i got lik 2 hrs of slp only..lol.. den went to trl to take 168 to woodlands... cos e bus is lik expressway all e way.. its so fast!! i reached at lik 730!! lol...
today was jus briefings n toks... so.. nth much.. den we went to causeway point for lunch... everywhr was lik so crowded..so we went frm 1st level to 5th and down to basement agn b4 gg to mos burger...lol.. and we had a lovely gal's tok!! haha.. xl,kq,yy,hx n me!! we luff lik crazy.. esp xl,kq,yy n me!! wahahaha!!! den e 3 rich ppl went to shop.. while kq n me waited outside e shop wid envious eyes...lol.. so we decided to leave first.. left yy n xl to cont shoppin...lol
took 168 back agn... i love the bus journey... all e way expressway!! den while on the bus it was rainin... so dam shiok!! haha... so i dint stop at trl n went all e way to bedok b4 takin 17 back home agn.... lol... nxt time i know le.. if i want to take long nice bus ride.. i'll jus take frm bedok to woodlands and take back to bedok and take 9 or 17 back home.. lol.. or jus bedok to woodlands den to trl den back home..lol...
came home n jus fall flat on e ground n fell aslp.. i told myself.. to slp for 1/2 an hr till 6pm den go bathe den eat dina... but e nxt thing i know when i woke up.. its already 830...lol.. i slpt for 3 hrs instead...
when i wake up.. my bro was in my room catchin mosquitoes wid the electric racket thing.. n guess wad?? he caught lik abt 15 mosquitoes jus in my room!!! ZOMG!!!!
thou i slpt 3 hrs.. i m lik feelin tired nw.. gosh.. all i do is slp these days...
cannot!! mus wake up le!!! chiong hw!!! lol..
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥
omg.... my big toe nail is comin off!!! omg...
i hurt it lik more den 2 months ago la.. now den the nails comin off.. its scary!! but nt pain.. lol.. its nt the whole nail la.. but most of it.. left only lik a teeny weeny bit at the bottom..lol.. omg.. how to wear shoes lik tt..lol.. and sch is reopenin le.. sian sian sian...
i hurt it lik more den 2 months ago la.. now den the nails comin off.. its scary!! but nt pain.. lol.. its nt the whole nail la.. but most of it.. left only lik a teeny weeny bit at the bottom..lol.. omg.. how to wear shoes lik tt..lol.. and sch is reopenin le.. sian sian sian...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ♥
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!HOHOHO!!!!!!!
its 25th dec!!! its CHRISTMAS!!! SEASON GREETINGS!!!! a wonderful time of the year whr we give each other well wishes!!!!
and me too, received presents frm my family!!!=))))
i receive a xmas gift today... nt tt i dun lik e gift... but its a gift i wont mind w/o... i know its bad for me to say this bcos we shld always b thankful when someone giv u smth n tt e fact tt e tot is there...its already v nice le.... its nt tt i m nt thankful... but jus... i oso duno how to describe tt feelin...
its 25th dec!!! its CHRISTMAS!!! SEASON GREETINGS!!!! a wonderful time of the year whr we give each other well wishes!!!!
and me too, received presents frm my family!!!=))))
i receive a xmas gift today... nt tt i dun lik e gift... but its a gift i wont mind w/o... i know its bad for me to say this bcos we shld always b thankful when someone giv u smth n tt e fact tt e tot is there...its already v nice le.... its nt tt i m nt thankful... but jus... i oso duno how to describe tt feelin...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` ♥
jus some quotes tt i came across....
(but its nt reflective of wat i feel..lol..SERIOUSLY)
jus tot tt dey make some sense...haha...
Tired of trying, Sick of crying,Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Someone asked if i knew you,it was sad cause all i could say was, "I used to."
It's hard to let anyone in.When every time you did you were left with a broken heart.
Missing you isn't the hardest part.Knowing that I once had you is.
Harsh words hurt feelings.But silence breaks hearts.
What's better?A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
If Two Past Lovers Can remain friends its Either They Were Never in Love or They still are
I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.
Just be who you wanna be, not what others wanna see.
Sometimes things fall apart for other things to fall into place.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regretsSo love the people who treat you right, forget about those who don't& believe that everything happens for a reasonIf you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let itNo one said it would be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it.
Hold your head up.&& keep smiling through the rain.
Laugh your heart out, dance in the rainCherish the memories, ignore the painLove and learn, forget and forgiveBecause remember, you only have one life to live.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never say you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say you will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.
(but its nt reflective of wat i feel..lol..SERIOUSLY)
jus tot tt dey make some sense...haha...
Tired of trying, Sick of crying,Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Someone asked if i knew you,it was sad cause all i could say was, "I used to."
It's hard to let anyone in.When every time you did you were left with a broken heart.
Missing you isn't the hardest part.Knowing that I once had you is.
Harsh words hurt feelings.But silence breaks hearts.
What's better?A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
If Two Past Lovers Can remain friends its Either They Were Never in Love or They still are
I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.
Just be who you wanna be, not what others wanna see.
Sometimes things fall apart for other things to fall into place.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regretsSo love the people who treat you right, forget about those who don't& believe that everything happens for a reasonIf you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let itNo one said it would be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it.
Hold your head up.&& keep smiling through the rain.
Laugh your heart out, dance in the rainCherish the memories, ignore the painLove and learn, forget and forgiveBecause remember, you only have one life to live.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never say you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say you will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, December 24, 2007 ♥
ITS CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
celebration wid my family!!! went to ngee ann city for lunch at sushi tei!!! yummy!!! den go shop around.. zomg.. there is soooooo many ppl!!!! went home & rest... haha.. had a headache all afternoon...=(
dinner went out again to bugis.. at sakae teppanyaki... had jap food whole day sia!!! today is lik sumptous meals..lol..
平安夜的愿望:
每个人都能天天开心, 打从心底地微笑....
the ringing of the van (when gg too fast)
rings a bell in my memory too...
but
this bell
i dun wish it ringin....
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, December 23, 2007 ♥
Singapore Science Centre & IMM: outing wid family all e way to e west...lol
all bout science... n there is this section on chem... my gosh.. e moment i walk into it.. i tot of sch... drop my h2 chem to h1 le...lol...
somehow i tink.... i mite realli haf to seriously consider overseas education... thou i realli hope n wish to get into singapore uni.... but but but... i m nt ready at all for independent living...
很多事情真的很奇妙...不能解释, 但却不能不信...
每个人都会有压力, 都会有自己的烦恼... 但是, 如果和别人比起来, 自己的事情有时会显得微不足道... 可是, 人还是会一直想着那些事情, 是太执着了吗??
i cant seem to find the right words to describe how i feel now.... its jus quite messy...
spiritual, emotional, physical.. everything is linked up...
all bout science... n there is this section on chem... my gosh.. e moment i walk into it.. i tot of sch... drop my h2 chem to h1 le...lol...
somehow i tink.... i mite realli haf to seriously consider overseas education... thou i realli hope n wish to get into singapore uni.... but but but... i m nt ready at all for independent living...
很多事情真的很奇妙...不能解释, 但却不能不信...
每个人都会有压力, 都会有自己的烦恼... 但是, 如果和别人比起来, 自己的事情有时会显得微不足道... 可是, 人还是会一直想着那些事情, 是太执着了吗??
i cant seem to find the right words to describe how i feel now.... its jus quite messy...
spiritual, emotional, physical.. everything is linked up...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` ♥
i m back!!!!!!!!!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!=)
ok.... my trip to taiwan was overall gd la... the weather is lovely... sight-seeing... nice scenery n stuff!!! haha!!
DAY 1
set off frm changi airpot on BR226... by e time i stepped on taiwan grounds, its areadi dark.. so had some kinda steamboat 4 dina... its realli nice.. e soup n everything.. but for some reason my stomach dint allow me to really enjoy tt meal..lol.. den hotel is the place i nid.. to get some rest n get ready for the trip!!!
at changi airportDAY 2
mornin call at 6.20....lol... lik go sch lik tt..haha.. its ok jus tt i woke up at least twice at nite... nt those long deep slp.. but anw.. its only on tt day tt we realised tt its such a BIG grp!! 41 ppl all tog... zomg...
1st: 自由广场, or previously known as 总政纪念堂
2nd: a place to look at stone formation cos by weatherin!! nice view!
3rd: 九份... some kind of street to makan.. got few shops there
4th: "national centre for traditional art".. i made a DIY candle there!
5th: hotel at yilan..."温泉大饭店".. suppose to go hot spring but i dint la..lol.. but got nice cheap cheesecake!!
DAY 3
woke up thrice at nite agn...lol..
1st: goat farm.. with 'nice smell'..haha
2nd: white rice clog village...... its a place whr they show u e process of makin clogs..
3rd: up the mountains to shangrila leisure farming...... supposedly a 果园.. but only got mandarin oranges... lol... but the view... its realli beautiful!!! scenic view!!! in the 果园 got swings n suspension bridge!!! den play sparklers n those small fireworks... den was dina time.. n i tried 1/2 cup taiwan beer...lol... aft dina.. had some activities.. makin of 汤圆, spinnin top competition(nt me of cos), den 放天灯...whr we write our wishes on e lantern!!! nice!!! den got fireworks.. those real big n nice ones!!! aft tt gots lotsa bubbles too!!!! everything is jus so pretty!!!
DAY 4
finally nice slp!!haha
1st: 豆腐街.... whr they sell 臭豆腐..lol.. so nv realli walk.. cos i dun dare eat oso..lol
2nd: martyr's shrine... whr we witness the ceremony of changing guards... its super uniform.. den cant move for 1 whole hr.. gosh.. if me sure faint one..lol..
3rd: go some '毛家'... whr they sell deer placenta, honey n lingzhi... those health products la... super ex one.. so nv buy la... lol...
4th: pineapple shop... nv buy anythin oso..
5th: lunch... steamboat n 蒙古烤肉...
6th: 淡水渔人码头...see see look look ard.. den got 情人桥(valentine bridge)...the only thing there actually..lol
7th: 淡水老街...jus some shops.. den eat some snacks.. fried mushrooms!! haha... but it was rainin.. lol..
8th: shilin night market.... alot of shops but no time... so nv realli go shop n eat...=(
9th: hotel.... but cos nv eat much at shilin nite market.. so hungry.. so late somemore.. all shops clse oso.. so ended up eatin cup noodles frm 711..lol..
DAY 5
last day of the tour....
1st: 故宫博物院...look at all the artefacts from e past... gt paintings n calligraphy too!!!
2nd: some kinda commercial place whr they try to sell products..lik fengshui... or wadeva it is called.. dey count e 笔画 of ur name n say if its gd go nt so gd.. den ask u buy this buy tt.. agressive sales.. tts why we nv write anything.. n went off.. ahaha
3rd: miniture museum!!! zomg!!! i love it!!! everything is sooooo cute!!! it look super real la.. i jus love this kinda things. haha
4th: taipei 101.... its those exex shoppin place.. so jus walk ard only.. lol...
---End of tour---
went to 西门叮.. n eat the 小吃...yummy!!! mee sua, or jian, zhen zhu nian cha, fried chicken...
DAY 6
free & easy.. so no nid so early wake up.. haha.. gt frens at taiwan so they brought us ard!! went to a mountian in taipei city itself!!! yang ming shan!!! its a dormant volcano.. so can smell the sulphur.. n see those smoke comin out.. but i got car sick on my way up...lol... so dint enjoy e magnificent scenery to e fullest... den went for lunch.. organic lunch or smth.. haha.. den went to pick flowers..海竽... i dint cos nt feelin well... miss out on tt...lol.. den gt this windmill garden.. so pretty!!!
aft tt slp on the way down the mountian.. much beta... den go to some bookstore... there got some children museum thing... thou nv go in but the bookstore place was gd enuff....
go 西门叮 to shop abit.. b4 gg bac to sin... haha...n we call a day!
DAY 7
4.2oam mornin call.. off to the airport... the time taken to queue to check iin s sooo long.. lol... n den BYE TAIWAN!!!!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♥
i m leavin spore in less den half a day's time!!! up up and away!!! haha....
i will be away for 1 whole wk.. 7 days.. until the 22nd!!!
this is the first time i m gg to taiwan!! haha... i m gg to eat, eat & eat!!! lol..
but...but... i oso duno why.. i dun haf tt kind of gg-overseas-excited-feelin... why??? why i jus dun haf tt kind of feelin?? it jus feel v normal to me... seems to me tt it doesnt matter if i go or not... why why why??? i tink i m gettin more n more abnormal each day!!!! lol.. forget it.. i shant tink of this anymore... or else.. i tink i'll be driven crazy by my own tots!!!
i will be away for 1 whole wk.. 7 days.. until the 22nd!!!
this is the first time i m gg to taiwan!! haha... i m gg to eat, eat & eat!!! lol..
but...but... i oso duno why.. i dun haf tt kind of gg-overseas-excited-feelin... why??? why i jus dun haf tt kind of feelin?? it jus feel v normal to me... seems to me tt it doesnt matter if i go or not... why why why??? i tink i m gettin more n more abnormal each day!!!! lol.. forget it.. i shant tink of this anymore... or else.. i tink i'll be driven crazy by my own tots!!!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Saturday, December 15, 2007 ♥
14th dec --- vjc band concert
today met kq for dina at pp cos we gg to the concert..lol.. den met the rest to go to e concert tog.. haha.. n we were late.. lol.. so we had to go to the upper gallery to sit.. omg... the steps there were so so steep la... n it was so dark... cant even see the steps.. i was so scared tt i m gg to tumble down the stairs...lol.. so i grab the railings... wahaha...
ok.. the concert was fairly nice.... n there was this skit which was lame n funny...lol.. but overall..nt bad la... and then the conductor... he is so comical la.. his expression...lol...
and kq,xl & me brought our xmas hat today!! lol... and we're all in GREEN!! haha!!!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥
wooooo!!! its 1.11 am now!!! lol...
i jus finish printin out GP n maths hw frm e matrix!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its is lik one whole stack lah!!! SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!:((((
seriously thinkin thru.. wat haf i done this hols???
- slack
- sleep
- stone
- cip
- outings
- ................
真是的!!!我倒低在做什么????
why is it tt even when i know i m gg to die le.. i gt nt time le.. there is still so much stuff to be done... but i m still nt doin anything??? WHY?? its lik.. jus cant get down into doin serious work... can do anything n everything else except work... hiaz....
我只能责怪自己....
i jus finish printin out GP n maths hw frm e matrix!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its is lik one whole stack lah!!! SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!:((((
seriously thinkin thru.. wat haf i done this hols???
- slack
- sleep
- stone
- cip
- outings
- ................
真是的!!!我倒低在做什么????
why is it tt even when i know i m gg to die le.. i gt nt time le.. there is still so much stuff to be done... but i m still nt doin anything??? WHY?? its lik.. jus cant get down into doin serious work... can do anything n everything else except work... hiaz....
我只能责怪自己....
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ♥
不希望再听到这三个字......."对不起"......
但我知道, 是不可能的...
倒底是对自己没有信心, 还是对对方没信心呢??
要怎么做才是正确的呢?? 尤其是当分不清对与错时....
老天爷啊.... 让一切的一切, 都化为乌有好吗???
就让所有的泪水都蒸发掉吧....
但我知道, 是不可能的...
倒底是对自己没有信心, 还是对对方没信心呢??
要怎么做才是正确的呢?? 尤其是当分不清对与错时....
老天爷啊.... 让一切的一切, 都化为乌有好吗???
就让所有的泪水都蒸发掉吧....
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥
PAE OUTING!!!!
had bbq at chengyou's hse: The Clearwater!!! haha... total of 13 who turned up.. namely: chengyou, tenghan, chunnie, daryl, shawn, jx, meiyee, jialing, hx, hy, yt, joanna n me!
eat eat eat, tok tok tok, take pics!!! haha... sadly.. we dun hav a pic wid everyone inside...lol... but its still nt bad la.. at least we get to see each other!!!=)
ohya...we oso played at the playground!!! so kiddy... but.. fun!! ice & water + colour crocodile..lol....
ok... time for pics... cos i duno wat to say le.. nt in e mood to tok so much...lol...
oh.... and THANK YOU JOANNA & YITING!!!! the gift was lovely!!! lovya<3
好像...还是回到原点...
~力不从心~
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, December 10, 2007 ♥
i was so scared tt i m gg to overslp today tt i jumped out of bed at 7.40 thinkin tt it was 8.40...lol..cos i was supposed to meet hx at my bus stop at 9.00.... cos today is our outin wid sarah (hx mentee)!!! but... the blur hx went to take 53 to my hse... BUT... she took the wrong direction!!! zomg.... so end up i went to bedok first on my own...
was the 1st to reach.. n so i decided to go n pick sarah up first... but this blur hx told me to take lift A when it was suppose to be lift C.... *faints*.. haha... den jx came and we brought sarah down to the playground... she swinged while we waited for hx...
aft hx came, we went to vivo!!!! woo!! haha.. but we oso duno whr to go or wat to hav for lunch and stuff... so we went to look at the directory which dint helped at all... instead.. made it more confusin..lol..
den sarah wanted to watch movie.. n she wants to watch "enchanted"...lol.. so hx n i watched enchanted once agn aft our lunch..... we ate at carls junior.. omg.. the serving is lik dam huge la.. i cant finish my food.. so wasted la... lol...
den aft movie we went to the water place upstairs to play... haha... nice la...
had dina lata and went shoppin for awhile cos sarah wanted to buy her toy dog n keychain...
i tink i m killin myself.. ok... i realli mean it.. as in i hav tonnes of stuff tt is undone and ya... Rrrrr!!!! but i m still nt doin enufff... still slackin away!!! wats rong wid me???? i hav no time le lor.. aft i come bac frm hols.. still got so many things lined up.... its lik.. GONE le lah!!!!!
was the 1st to reach.. n so i decided to go n pick sarah up first... but this blur hx told me to take lift A when it was suppose to be lift C.... *faints*.. haha... den jx came and we brought sarah down to the playground... she swinged while we waited for hx...
aft hx came, we went to vivo!!!! woo!! haha.. but we oso duno whr to go or wat to hav for lunch and stuff... so we went to look at the directory which dint helped at all... instead.. made it more confusin..lol..
den sarah wanted to watch movie.. n she wants to watch "enchanted"...lol.. so hx n i watched enchanted once agn aft our lunch..... we ate at carls junior.. omg.. the serving is lik dam huge la.. i cant finish my food.. so wasted la... lol...
den aft movie we went to the water place upstairs to play... haha... nice la...
had dina lata and went shoppin for awhile cos sarah wanted to buy her toy dog n keychain...
all of us..esp jx.. got 'scolded' by this p4 kid today...lol.. it is dam hilarious la... haha....
we had lots of fun n laughter today.... kids will always be kids... genuine smile... carefree days.... glad tt sarah did enjoy her day v much... and tts all we wanted...=)
here are some pics!!!(:
hx n her mentee--sarah!
sarah n hy=)
sarah n jx:)
me n sarah!!!:D
grp photo((((:
i tink i m killin myself.. ok... i realli mean it.. as in i hav tonnes of stuff tt is undone and ya... Rrrrr!!!! but i m still nt doin enufff... still slackin away!!! wats rong wid me???? i hav no time le lor.. aft i come bac frm hols.. still got so many things lined up.... its lik.. GONE le lah!!!!!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, December 9, 2007 ♥
ok... today.. got up real early.. at lik ard 6.15 n headed to tam mrt.. cos we had to go down to yishun sec for our v first chingay trainin session...lol.. my eyes were lik red in e morn cos i only had bout 2 hrs of slp....omg.. yishun is so so far...we travelled lik half of singapore liao la.. but we were late... cos the journey is so long.. more den an hr sia!!!
den when we jus reached.. all of us, xl,kq,hy,hx,lw,yy n me were quite nervous... er.. of meetin new ppl.. haha... but it all became fine when we go interact wid our grp.. tink generally e ppl there are alrite.. at least can tok.. lol... played ice-breaker games and so on... it ended earlier den expected..lik 1+.. so we(xl,kq,yy,me + hx-for a while) headed for lunch.. we all lik nv been to northpoint b4.. haha... and its a small shoppin mall lor.. lol... walk one round den go bac liao... and we were dam tired.. we all decided to take bus bac cos its much faster... haha.. kq took some direct bus home while, yy,xl n me 39-ed home! slpt on the bus.. nice! haha....
den i came home n ck say he comin my hse to pass me my bdae present!! omg.. den he called me 7 times while i was showering and even called my hse.. worse thing.. he said he was kenny la... lol... stupid ck!! and we lik callin each other cos he was tryin to prove tt kenny was wid him cos i dun bliv him...lol.... anw... the present they gave me was this doggie jigsaw puzzle!!! vvv cute.. haha.. n he did it himself.. so nice la!! n i know its quite ex too.. lol... THANK YOU CHUNNIE & KENNY!!! ohya... and to whoeva tt ck may find to share cost for the present.. THANKS!!!=)
anw..can u bliv tt i lived in yishun when i was young??? but it seems so alien, foreign, unknown to me now... some things tt happen when i was living there are still fresh in my memory.. but i know... it'll nv ever happen agn... once.. i knew the place... now.. its jus lik a stranger.... jus lik.................
but... wat can i say/do.... nth... those memories are nice.. guess i'll nv forget... but perhaps.. it isnt such a bad thing if one day i really do forget..... will u choose to rmb... everything includin the sweet n bitter... or choose to forget... so tt u will nt taste any bitterness???
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Friday, December 7, 2007 ♥
time passes too quickly.... i still cant catch my breathe.... i m nt prepared for nxt yr.. no i m not... my confidence has gone wid the wind...leavin me wid none....
i still cant adapt even aft one entire yr.. ok.. i can conclude tt i dun adapt easily at all... one of my weak point...
so now wat??? i haf no idea oso... if i m still gg to take a day at a time.. i mus well jus go away... away frm wat i m doin now... away frm everything.. n jus go far far away....
i still cant adapt even aft one entire yr.. ok.. i can conclude tt i dun adapt easily at all... one of my weak point...
so now wat??? i haf no idea oso... if i m still gg to take a day at a time.. i mus well jus go away... away frm wat i m doin now... away frm everything.. n jus go far far away....
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Thursday, December 6, 2007 ♥
i m soooosoooosooo dead!!!!!
christmas is coming!!! shld be happy de rite.. but den i dunwan it to come!!! how i wish i can make time stand still la.. lol.. i mean i lik christmas but... hiazzzz...
everything is jus an irony!!!! argh!!!
i got so much work to do but so little time... faints...
how m i ever gg to complete... zomg... nxt wk is so packed la... almost everyday oso got smth on wid the exception of wed... hopefully nth more is gg to pop up le.. if nt i realli die liao...
i need to scream... i need a good and loud scream..... i realli nid it!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how to even enjoy my hols even?????? sighs.......
christmas is coming!!! shld be happy de rite.. but den i dunwan it to come!!! how i wish i can make time stand still la.. lol.. i mean i lik christmas but... hiazzzz...
everything is jus an irony!!!! argh!!!
i got so much work to do but so little time... faints...
how m i ever gg to complete... zomg... nxt wk is so packed la... almost everyday oso got smth on wid the exception of wed... hopefully nth more is gg to pop up le.. if nt i realli die liao...
i need to scream... i need a good and loud scream..... i realli nid it!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how to even enjoy my hols even?????? sighs.......
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Wednesday, December 5, 2007 ♥
today econs project meetin at xl hse!!! haha.. somehow or rather.. our grp started chattin randomly aft finishin chap 2... the topic got quite serious.. tt it made my heart felt so heavy...lol..anw.. den we headed for tm to do abit of research and dina!!! eat eat eat.. den walk ard abit.. n home we go!!
i know i m nt gd.. nt a gd sis.. hiaz..
不敢可望, 因为害怕失望...
当希望被破灭时, 留下的...只是一颗破碎的心...
i know i m nt gd.. nt a gd sis.. hiaz..
不敢可望, 因为害怕失望...
当希望被破灭时, 留下的...只是一颗破碎的心...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, December 3, 2007 ♥
ytd i went out wid my family to buy camera!!!!!! woohoo...!!!
and i started to do some work... lol..chem mcqs... i m so glad tt i drop chem...lol
i cant do organic chem at all... but h1 still nid to know all tt... gosh... how how how??? i need a tutor!!! who is willing to help me?!?!?!?! i m so dead!!! how??? ZZZZzzzzzzzzz...................
and i started to do some work... lol..chem mcqs... i m so glad tt i drop chem...lol
i cant do organic chem at all... but h1 still nid to know all tt... gosh... how how how??? i need a tutor!!! who is willing to help me?!?!?!?! i m so dead!!! how??? ZZZZzzzzzzzzz...................
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, December 2, 2007 ♥
today(i mean 1st dec,sat) we went to ngee ann city to do class cip!!! it was for the children's charity association.... we had to man a games stall!!! all the kids were so cute!! so innocent!!! so carefree!!! its realli nice to be a kid.. but its jus too bad tt we all gota grow up...
not only tt... wilber was there!!! haha....lol..
lookin at the performance frm the spastic kids..... and the deaf singin.... its heart wrenchin yet heart warmin... some form of sadness jus came to me.... i admire their courage, their strength, their strong will power!!
dinner at cathay wid ck,th,jx,xl,kq,yy......... i was too hungry tt i m full...lol.. so cant eat much n felt dam full aft eatin lik half of my rice....lol... walk to plaza sing and zomg!!! i saw negative!!!! its such a coincidence!!! but kq left le!!! omg omg omg!!!!
today is a tiring day... leg achin...haha...
i hate tt feeling....
not only tt... wilber was there!!! haha....lol..
lookin at the performance frm the spastic kids..... and the deaf singin.... its heart wrenchin yet heart warmin... some form of sadness jus came to me.... i admire their courage, their strength, their strong will power!!
dinner at cathay wid ck,th,jx,xl,kq,yy......... i was too hungry tt i m full...lol.. so cant eat much n felt dam full aft eatin lik half of my rice....lol... walk to plaza sing and zomg!!! i saw negative!!!! its such a coincidence!!! but kq left le!!! omg omg omg!!!!
today is a tiring day... leg achin...haha...
i hate tt feeling....
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
