` Thursday, March 26, 2009 ♥
Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.
A quote frm an email sent to me:)
its thursday! im looking forward to the wkends!!!:D
its earth hour this sat! so its like the city will be out of lights frm 830-930pm! hahahah.. can the cable cars nt be affected???! haha...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥
ok thou this is my 2nd post in the night but... whatever.. haha
This world is just unfair!
ok.. this is what i have to say.. haha.. i knw this is a v one-sided kinda opinion and there is stil fairness in the world in some cases.. but u just cant deny that somethings.. there is no such thing as fairness!
uncertainty is really quite scary hor.. and one more other feeling tt is scary is numbness! i tink its realli scary when u cant feel anything, both literally and metaphorically.. haha..
sometimes its gd nt to complicate stuff.. doesnt tink abt it may nt be a bad thing.. then everything can go back to normal and yes jus let everything be as per normal!:)
i am glad tt i will be 21 in just 2 yrs time for this!
This world is just unfair!
ok.. this is what i have to say.. haha.. i knw this is a v one-sided kinda opinion and there is stil fairness in the world in some cases.. but u just cant deny that somethings.. there is no such thing as fairness!
uncertainty is really quite scary hor.. and one more other feeling tt is scary is numbness! i tink its realli scary when u cant feel anything, both literally and metaphorically.. haha..
sometimes its gd nt to complicate stuff.. doesnt tink abt it may nt be a bad thing.. then everything can go back to normal and yes jus let everything be as per normal!:)
i am glad tt i will be 21 in just 2 yrs time for this!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DEAR...!
yay-ness!! i can finally use msn in my office alr! haha.. thou its the older version tt the com has.. but its ok! as long as i can go online n can chat as per normal its gd enuff! haha..
today my left cheek keep twitching! argh! whats wrong with me?! lik til nw its still twitching away!!!:( ppl eyelid twitch, me.. cheeks?! zzz!
yay-ness!! i can finally use msn in my office alr! haha.. thou its the older version tt the com has.. but its ok! as long as i can go online n can chat as per normal its gd enuff! haha..
today my left cheek keep twitching! argh! whats wrong with me?! lik til nw its still twitching away!!!:( ppl eyelid twitch, me.. cheeks?! zzz!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, March 23, 2009 ♥
ahh.. im such a dumb girl!
there is seriously sth wrong wid my genetics i tell u.. i have an enhancer somewhr near this gene of mine that results in over-activeness of certain glands.. it is always in an uncontrollable state! and i jus cant stand it! argh!
it gets activated over the slightest stimulus.. or sometimes, there isnt even much of anythin that is worth classified as a stimulus.. and this is the confusing part.. i dun understand it myself!
come on, someone jus study me and explain this whole thing to me! and plus nw i m having some weird syndrome too.. u r a dam genius if u can explain all these to me! hahahahahha...
nw i knw why i wanna take psychology! hahha..
to study myself! haha..
will someone sing elmo song for me to make me smile like elmo?! hahahha..
my eye lids are feeling soso heavy nw!zzz..
there is seriously sth wrong wid my genetics i tell u.. i have an enhancer somewhr near this gene of mine that results in over-activeness of certain glands.. it is always in an uncontrollable state! and i jus cant stand it! argh!
it gets activated over the slightest stimulus.. or sometimes, there isnt even much of anythin that is worth classified as a stimulus.. and this is the confusing part.. i dun understand it myself!
come on, someone jus study me and explain this whole thing to me! and plus nw i m having some weird syndrome too.. u r a dam genius if u can explain all these to me! hahahahahha...
nw i knw why i wanna take psychology! hahha..
to study myself! haha..
will someone sing elmo song for me to make me smile like elmo?! hahahha..
my eye lids are feeling soso heavy nw!zzz..
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
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18th Mar 09~Wednesday
today is my ahma bday! as in my real ahma! hahaha.. so aft work went to collect cake frm tm and headed home for dinner tog and cut cake session! n my lik cousin called from thailand jus to sing happy bday song tog! hahah... so cute hor! haha..
19th Mar 09~Thursday
met up with G8 for dinner at TM as usual.. haha.. met yy n hy first at city hall n trained tog.. chat chat all the way.. but we all we tired frm work! work is always so drainin physically and mentally!
and yea.. waited at mac for everyone to arrive.. and for a short period of time, i was soso slpy and my eyes felt so heavy.. and jolyn caught my blur look! haha..
anw, we headed for pastamania for dinner.. As we all are nt v rich ppl, nt much extra cash to spare.. plus nw living expenses really high! so yup.. i got my spicy chicken tog wid baobei! haha we gt the same taste!:)
thou we sat tog, its quite hard to talk to everyone cos ya its lik 4tables, 8 ppl, so its lik split into 2... my side was, hy, jolyn n xl! haha.. and so we chat frm uni courses to hostel to work to random stuff and finally it ended with xl ghost stories.. hahha...
20th March 09~Friday
ooh.. its the most awaited friday! finally its friday! but there is lik loads of stuff to do in office! n i was late! msg my colleague to tell her and coincidentally we both overslpt today! haha.. lucky its ok and i managed to reach before 9am! haha..
all i was waiting for is for evening!! today is a special day!:D
headed for whitesands for dinner at Lerk Thai and had their promotional set for 2.. it was nt bad la.. but can find nicer thai food ard de.. haha..
and i had a box of blue rose petals! hahaha.. its so funny! with the petal-less stalk! hahahah...
21st March 09~Saturday
woke up late on sat.. aft doing all the clean up and everything.. left hse at only 3plus.. all i did was abit of brainstorming for uni course and yes i have decided and submited my application alr!! and youtube youtube watchin animals and recall some old cartoon song.. haha..
today is my ahma bday! as in my real ahma! hahaha.. so aft work went to collect cake frm tm and headed home for dinner tog and cut cake session! n my lik cousin called from thailand jus to sing happy bday song tog! hahah... so cute hor! haha..
19th Mar 09~Thursday
met up with G8 for dinner at TM as usual.. haha.. met yy n hy first at city hall n trained tog.. chat chat all the way.. but we all we tired frm work! work is always so drainin physically and mentally!
and yea.. waited at mac for everyone to arrive.. and for a short period of time, i was soso slpy and my eyes felt so heavy.. and jolyn caught my blur look! haha..
anw, we headed for pastamania for dinner.. As we all are nt v rich ppl, nt much extra cash to spare.. plus nw living expenses really high! so yup.. i got my spicy chicken tog wid baobei! haha we gt the same taste!:)
thou we sat tog, its quite hard to talk to everyone cos ya its lik 4tables, 8 ppl, so its lik split into 2... my side was, hy, jolyn n xl! haha.. and so we chat frm uni courses to hostel to work to random stuff and finally it ended with xl ghost stories.. hahha...
20th March 09~Friday
ooh.. its the most awaited friday! finally its friday! but there is lik loads of stuff to do in office! n i was late! msg my colleague to tell her and coincidentally we both overslpt today! haha.. lucky its ok and i managed to reach before 9am! haha..
all i was waiting for is for evening!! today is a special day!:D
headed for whitesands for dinner at Lerk Thai and had their promotional set for 2.. it was nt bad la.. but can find nicer thai food ard de.. haha..
and i had a box of blue rose petals! hahaha.. its so funny! with the petal-less stalk! hahahah...
21st March 09~Saturday
woke up late on sat.. aft doing all the clean up and everything.. left hse at only 3plus.. all i did was abit of brainstorming for uni course and yes i have decided and submited my application alr!! and youtube youtube watchin animals and recall some old cartoon song.. haha..
and i saw a super nice rainbow out of the window today! its super nice cos the sky is soso red in the evening den there is is curvy rainbow! awww! but it disappear so v quickly! i love rainbows!
did my application at night and dragged to 22nd March 09~Sunday lik early early morning! everything took me so long cos the page keep cant display! so i did the same thing lik thrice! so end up 4plus then finish! haha.. so.. went to bed at duno wat time.. this resulted in me wakin up at 11plus thinkin it was only 8plus.. haha.. so end up draggin myself out of bed only at almost 1pm.. den same routine and went to bedok interchange help mum change ezlink.. den go pay up the uni application fees! but the irritating thing is nus booklet says the key in contact no. but its act application number in their instructions online! see its contradicting and confusing ppl! so i only managed to settle ntu one.. but luckily the email got the number so i can check and settle in at night!
aft tt went to 461 to eat cereal prawns! its lik $20 for 10prawns.. abit ex la.. but then thats abt the price anw.. plus its really v nice! i like the cereal! yummy yummy! so i had 5prawns all to myself! shiok! haha.. and its lik filling! cos dinner was jus some pototo chips(bbq lays)(but it doesn taste v nice i duno why) and cheng teng! and im full! hahaha..
eat the ruffles and cut out the free pan pizza thing!:) but drink water kkies!
watched a lil of night at the museum! i wanna watch the whole show! haha.. and i wanna watch the 3D version of the 2nd part which shld be out on 21st may? haha... cancancan??
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥
13th Mar 09
its friday the 13th again!! haha.. but nth much.. all went well today.. haha.. normal friday and im happy cos its friday! the only thing was i had dinner at marina seoul garden with colleagues today! it was nice nice! jus tt its dam expensive! haha..
14th Mar 09
went for uni open hses today.. started off with nus followed by sim then ntu..
nus was ok.. din attend any talk the entire day, instead, went ard the booths to look look see see and find out more abt the course.. nth much in nus, jus tt the real estate prof approached us and he is super persuasive and yup, changed our opinion on real estate.. but stil duno wat to do..
had lunch at nus.. the food court doesn look local.. and nus is quite rundown la.. haha..
sim is lik.. okla.. i shld jus say i dun tink i m suitable for tt enviroment..
ntu was nt bad.. went walkin ard agn... absorbing as much as possible! and ntu the open hse building v new n looks nice too.. haha.. aft all that... was lik wavering agn!
and and gg for open hses is really tiring! i felt so tired at the end of the day..
went to joo koon to see how it was.. its jus some industrial place, and the train is lik super empty la.. can jus along the train lik nobody business! haha.. and and the best part is.. the sunset at jookoon is nice! its lik so coincidentally we caught it at the right timing! haha...
headed for jurong pt to see how is the new building lik.. wow.. its really big! and there is sososo many stuff! making it worth for me to travel all the way there shop! shall go there some day.. ok.. bugis street n jurong pt! haha...
15th Mar 09
tuition as per normal.. and i have decided to call up contacts given by xl nxt mth to teach more kids! earn extra income plus gain experience in teaching!
had a family discussion on my further education... hmmm.. i roughly knw wat to put alr cos there isnt much choice for me to begin with.. haha.. jus that the ranking i duno leh.. NIE, psychology, fass, real estate, sci.. somehow i ll arrange them in order.. haha..
16th Mar 09
monday blues!! haha.. the new intern is really abit weird.. so sad heard he no frens in sch one.. but then hor... i tink he needs to change! haha..
then my other colleague was feeling depressed.. i sympathise her too..
and today (17th Mar 09), i had lunch one on one with her.. then hear her talk stories and everything.. when things doesnt go the way u want... sad case..
anw.. journey back to pasir ris was made nicer:)
had dinner at different taste at downtown east to celebrate ahma bday! the food there is nt bad! thanks to your introduction to it! hahah..
NIE is efficient cos they replied my email within a day! haha... thou they gave me a satisfactory ans.. i m still stuck at how to rank my choices of the uni courses! argh!!! i tink NIE is attractive with me having a aim of opening up a tuition centre!!! haha.. and eli will be either my maths teacher or some financial analyst or something! haha.. but the thing is NIE no honours! if i do some other course i might get the chance to get a honours since its direct honours... haiz... howhowhow! i cant decide!
its friday the 13th again!! haha.. but nth much.. all went well today.. haha.. normal friday and im happy cos its friday! the only thing was i had dinner at marina seoul garden with colleagues today! it was nice nice! jus tt its dam expensive! haha..
14th Mar 09
went for uni open hses today.. started off with nus followed by sim then ntu..
nus was ok.. din attend any talk the entire day, instead, went ard the booths to look look see see and find out more abt the course.. nth much in nus, jus tt the real estate prof approached us and he is super persuasive and yup, changed our opinion on real estate.. but stil duno wat to do..
had lunch at nus.. the food court doesn look local.. and nus is quite rundown la.. haha..
sim is lik.. okla.. i shld jus say i dun tink i m suitable for tt enviroment..
ntu was nt bad.. went walkin ard agn... absorbing as much as possible! and ntu the open hse building v new n looks nice too.. haha.. aft all that... was lik wavering agn!
and and gg for open hses is really tiring! i felt so tired at the end of the day..
went to joo koon to see how it was.. its jus some industrial place, and the train is lik super empty la.. can jus along the train lik nobody business! haha.. and and the best part is.. the sunset at jookoon is nice! its lik so coincidentally we caught it at the right timing! haha...
headed for jurong pt to see how is the new building lik.. wow.. its really big! and there is sososo many stuff! making it worth for me to travel all the way there shop! shall go there some day.. ok.. bugis street n jurong pt! haha...
15th Mar 09
tuition as per normal.. and i have decided to call up contacts given by xl nxt mth to teach more kids! earn extra income plus gain experience in teaching!
had a family discussion on my further education... hmmm.. i roughly knw wat to put alr cos there isnt much choice for me to begin with.. haha.. jus that the ranking i duno leh.. NIE, psychology, fass, real estate, sci.. somehow i ll arrange them in order.. haha..
16th Mar 09
monday blues!! haha.. the new intern is really abit weird.. so sad heard he no frens in sch one.. but then hor... i tink he needs to change! haha..
then my other colleague was feeling depressed.. i sympathise her too..
and today (17th Mar 09), i had lunch one on one with her.. then hear her talk stories and everything.. when things doesnt go the way u want... sad case..
anw.. journey back to pasir ris was made nicer:)
had dinner at different taste at downtown east to celebrate ahma bday! the food there is nt bad! thanks to your introduction to it! hahah..
NIE is efficient cos they replied my email within a day! haha... thou they gave me a satisfactory ans.. i m still stuck at how to rank my choices of the uni courses! argh!!! i tink NIE is attractive with me having a aim of opening up a tuition centre!!! haha.. and eli will be either my maths teacher or some financial analyst or something! haha.. but the thing is NIE no honours! if i do some other course i might get the chance to get a honours since its direct honours... haiz... howhowhow! i cant decide!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Friday, March 13, 2009 ♥
12th Mar 09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN TAN!:)
next time meet then treat you icecream!
it feels soo good to be on leave! so shuang so shiok! haha.. when everyone else is workin.. i m happily nt stuck in the office! haha...
but stil got up early and bused to bedok.. slack in the morning in the comfort of ur hse and i gota eat my noodles tt i wanted for a long long time.. and got a big big surprise early in the morning! now besides bear bear on my bed, there is an addition! got an angelic pooh! its really.. de lai bu yi! and its worth lik... my gdness! haha.. thank you so so much!<3
ooh.. and i gota see a cute little baby girl! i wanna play wid her leh.. but no time ytd.. so sad.. duno got chance to see her agn nt.. haha..
went back to tj with jx to meet teachers to seek for advice on uni stuff... managed to meet ms sim mr ho & ms quek.. got some advice frm them.. so yes i did get sth out of all those chats with them which is good! so now... some thinking of wat i wan and pray hard tt i can jus get into one of the 3 unis! anw, aft ytd, it makes me feel even more strongly that i am or we are really fortunate to have such nice teachers.. ms quek even said that all the other teachers also commented that 1607 is such a fun and sweet class! so nice hor... hear le heart also melt liao.. haha...
met the guys and had dinner at orchard, botak jones at the youth park opp cineleisure.. well. my first time and we tried the cajun chicken which is not bad.. yup.. and also manage to see some ppl tt i haven seen for a long time lik joanna, darly, cheng you... plus the usuals lik shawn, nf, th, ck..so it was lik a story session whereby the army guys which are privates nw.. say the stories they have heard and so on.. interesting! haha..
13th Mar 09
today lazy go work.. haha.. taking leave is addictive! haha.. (shld i take leave nxt fri too??:D) its rainly super heavily now! as quoted frm my colleague, "its raining pigs and monkeys!" hahhaa...
ok waiting for lunch nw! this morning was ok.. i dunwan any trades this afternoon! i wanna go see the uni course! haha... then dinner dinner dinner at seoul garden wid colleagues! then tmr open hse! there is lik crazy sales this wkend... why have it gota be this wkend when i m all packed with no more time for watsoever sales... sighs!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN TAN!:)
next time meet then treat you icecream!
it feels soo good to be on leave! so shuang so shiok! haha.. when everyone else is workin.. i m happily nt stuck in the office! haha...
but stil got up early and bused to bedok.. slack in the morning in the comfort of ur hse and i gota eat my noodles tt i wanted for a long long time.. and got a big big surprise early in the morning! now besides bear bear on my bed, there is an addition! got an angelic pooh! its really.. de lai bu yi! and its worth lik... my gdness! haha.. thank you so so much!<3
ooh.. and i gota see a cute little baby girl! i wanna play wid her leh.. but no time ytd.. so sad.. duno got chance to see her agn nt.. haha..
went back to tj with jx to meet teachers to seek for advice on uni stuff... managed to meet ms sim mr ho & ms quek.. got some advice frm them.. so yes i did get sth out of all those chats with them which is good! so now... some thinking of wat i wan and pray hard tt i can jus get into one of the 3 unis! anw, aft ytd, it makes me feel even more strongly that i am or we are really fortunate to have such nice teachers.. ms quek even said that all the other teachers also commented that 1607 is such a fun and sweet class! so nice hor... hear le heart also melt liao.. haha...
met the guys and had dinner at orchard, botak jones at the youth park opp cineleisure.. well. my first time and we tried the cajun chicken which is not bad.. yup.. and also manage to see some ppl tt i haven seen for a long time lik joanna, darly, cheng you... plus the usuals lik shawn, nf, th, ck..so it was lik a story session whereby the army guys which are privates nw.. say the stories they have heard and so on.. interesting! haha..
13th Mar 09
today lazy go work.. haha.. taking leave is addictive! haha.. (shld i take leave nxt fri too??:D) its rainly super heavily now! as quoted frm my colleague, "its raining pigs and monkeys!" hahhaa...
ok waiting for lunch nw! this morning was ok.. i dunwan any trades this afternoon! i wanna go see the uni course! haha... then dinner dinner dinner at seoul garden wid colleagues! then tmr open hse! there is lik crazy sales this wkend... why have it gota be this wkend when i m all packed with no more time for watsoever sales... sighs!
im enjoying my brownie frm tj!!!!:)
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥
Qn: What is happiness?
its so simply and yet so difficult... mindset is the determining factor..
so.. what can i say..?
Qn: Is there fairness in this world?
i duno how to answer this.. neither do i agree tt there is or there isnt..
Qn: what is the 3 most impt this to human?
- health
- happiness
- money (i duno how to comment on this... its true but nt entirely..)
maybe we all do not understand each other...
maybe we all have different expectations...
maybe we all have different definitions...
maybe we all have different characters...
maybe we all have different opinions...
maybe we all have different ways of doing different things...
maybe we all have different belief...
maybe what we all want is different..
all i can do - silent
its so simply and yet so difficult... mindset is the determining factor..
so.. what can i say..?
Qn: Is there fairness in this world?
i duno how to answer this.. neither do i agree tt there is or there isnt..
Qn: what is the 3 most impt this to human?
- health
- happiness
- money (i duno how to comment on this... its true but nt entirely..)
maybe we all do not understand each other...
maybe we all have different expectations...
maybe we all have different definitions...
maybe we all have different characters...
maybe we all have different opinions...
maybe we all have different ways of doing different things...
maybe we all have different belief...
maybe what we all want is different..
all i can do - silent
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, March 9, 2009 ♥
8th mar 09:
went for tuition as per normal on sunday.. my day din started too well.. but den agn it was alrite... haha.. met jx aft tuition n headed to the coffee shop near nf place to have my roasted duck noodles! haha. and coincidentally, we met nf n his dad! :)
den we sat down there to chat awhile... den i tink we eat n chat for a vvv long time... haha.. walked to bedok interchange slowly n the weather ytd was pretty hot! the sun was scorchin at times! top up ezlink agn n nw its time to get my adult card for my precious blue card is expiring in 3wks time! transport is such a money sucker! haha...
cos we both had real little slp the day before.. lik i only slpt for 2+ hrs... so we took train to pasir ris so tt we can get seats.. and slpt all the way to city hall and went to orchard , far east plaza to meet eli, fio n hoho.. when we reached, they were all munchin on snack frm taiwan.. haha.. the crepe is nice.. the chicken is normal.. and the mee sua is okla.. i tink nicer then ehub one.. haha.. n sat down there to chat chat laugh laugh.. we had a interestin show too! hoho ure attractive! hahahaha...
accompanied them to do some more shoppin.. thou i have had the want to shop but sorta no mood for it too.. i shall go bugis some other time.. nxt mth mb.. haha.. aft tt walk to heerens cos eli has some vouchers for some jap food place but it looks so scarily expensive tt we din dare to go in..haha.. so ate mango and strawberry snow ice at the shop nxt door instead.. the mango one is nice!
the day was gettin darker and so they decided to go home! but we all stood ard the traffic light for duno how long chit-chatting away... haha...
den left me n jx, went wisma food republic and had dinner.. we ate hokkien mee which is nice, jus tt the chilli nt so nice.. but the portion for the medium is so much! haha.. so full and thristy.. so went taka cold storage buy mineral water.. den go home lo.. chat chat abt courses and wat to do and all those things.. aft gg home jiu tired le.. din manage to even go online n i fell aslp with everythin on! zzz...
9th mar 09:
today, woke up and felt real lazy to go work.. even tot for a sec wat day it is today... but still, gota force myself to wakeup and drag my lazy body to work.. i m ultra sian today!!!
went for tuition as per normal on sunday.. my day din started too well.. but den agn it was alrite... haha.. met jx aft tuition n headed to the coffee shop near nf place to have my roasted duck noodles! haha. and coincidentally, we met nf n his dad! :)
den we sat down there to chat awhile... den i tink we eat n chat for a vvv long time... haha.. walked to bedok interchange slowly n the weather ytd was pretty hot! the sun was scorchin at times! top up ezlink agn n nw its time to get my adult card for my precious blue card is expiring in 3wks time! transport is such a money sucker! haha...
cos we both had real little slp the day before.. lik i only slpt for 2+ hrs... so we took train to pasir ris so tt we can get seats.. and slpt all the way to city hall and went to orchard , far east plaza to meet eli, fio n hoho.. when we reached, they were all munchin on snack frm taiwan.. haha.. the crepe is nice.. the chicken is normal.. and the mee sua is okla.. i tink nicer then ehub one.. haha.. n sat down there to chat chat laugh laugh.. we had a interestin show too! hoho ure attractive! hahahaha...
accompanied them to do some more shoppin.. thou i have had the want to shop but sorta no mood for it too.. i shall go bugis some other time.. nxt mth mb.. haha.. aft tt walk to heerens cos eli has some vouchers for some jap food place but it looks so scarily expensive tt we din dare to go in..haha.. so ate mango and strawberry snow ice at the shop nxt door instead.. the mango one is nice!
the day was gettin darker and so they decided to go home! but we all stood ard the traffic light for duno how long chit-chatting away... haha...
den left me n jx, went wisma food republic and had dinner.. we ate hokkien mee which is nice, jus tt the chilli nt so nice.. but the portion for the medium is so much! haha.. so full and thristy.. so went taka cold storage buy mineral water.. den go home lo.. chat chat abt courses and wat to do and all those things.. aft gg home jiu tired le.. din manage to even go online n i fell aslp with everythin on! zzz...
9th mar 09:
today, woke up and felt real lazy to go work.. even tot for a sec wat day it is today... but still, gota force myself to wakeup and drag my lazy body to work.. i m ultra sian today!!!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, March 8, 2009 ♥
5th mar :
met dear and had pastamania with her.. and jus did some catchin up:)
6th mar:
woke up early in the mornin to go to changi beach for sunrise.. walked along the beach.. and sat swing.. and i tink this was the best part of the day... or i shld say.. this made 6th mar a better day.. for the 2nd half.. wasnt tt gd anymore.. hahaha
went to tj to eat breakfast... well this part was stil gd cos i was enjoying the food tt i hadn eat for a long time.. haha
im sorta glad tt mrho hintin me on my results way before the release of the results.. lik before 12pm.. haha... so when i see the result slip.. i wasnt so... hmm ya.. at least my numbness lasted long enuff.. haha...
took at bus frm bedok all the way to toapayoh! abit crazy i tink.. haha.. stayed there for a while before training back to tm agn.. met nf,th,xl,ck for movie - [suspect X].. it was quite a nice movie but somehow i was too tired or sth and the seats realli too front.. so i jus fell aslp for the 2nd half of the movie.. hahaha...
must realli thank my dearest eli and fio for coming to look for me straight aft results.. it was really sweet of you both:)
of cos thankyou jx for accompanying me throughout the whole day..:)
abit apologetic to g8 for leavin w/o tellin u pple..
7th mar:
woke up when i felt lik wakin up.. haha..
the rain was super huge today! and the lightnings is dam scary. plus the thunder! haha.. so suppose to leave hse at 3plus.. but gt stuck at home til 5.. went to ehub but no more [slumdog] so headed for tm agn! haha.. caught the movie there and dinner and bubble tea and home sweet home!
原来控制并不容易
原本以为我可以
但最后还是做不到
不过没关系
因为心里舒服多了
met dear and had pastamania with her.. and jus did some catchin up:)
6th mar:
woke up early in the mornin to go to changi beach for sunrise.. walked along the beach.. and sat swing.. and i tink this was the best part of the day... or i shld say.. this made 6th mar a better day.. for the 2nd half.. wasnt tt gd anymore.. hahaha
went to tj to eat breakfast... well this part was stil gd cos i was enjoying the food tt i hadn eat for a long time.. haha
im sorta glad tt mrho hintin me on my results way before the release of the results.. lik before 12pm.. haha... so when i see the result slip.. i wasnt so... hmm ya.. at least my numbness lasted long enuff.. haha...
took at bus frm bedok all the way to toapayoh! abit crazy i tink.. haha.. stayed there for a while before training back to tm agn.. met nf,th,xl,ck for movie - [suspect X].. it was quite a nice movie but somehow i was too tired or sth and the seats realli too front.. so i jus fell aslp for the 2nd half of the movie.. hahaha...
must realli thank my dearest eli and fio for coming to look for me straight aft results.. it was really sweet of you both:)
of cos thankyou jx for accompanying me throughout the whole day..:)
abit apologetic to g8 for leavin w/o tellin u pple..
7th mar:
woke up when i felt lik wakin up.. haha..
the rain was super huge today! and the lightnings is dam scary. plus the thunder! haha.. so suppose to leave hse at 3plus.. but gt stuck at home til 5.. went to ehub but no more [slumdog] so headed for tm agn! haha.. caught the movie there and dinner and bubble tea and home sweet home!
原来控制并不容易
原本以为我可以
但最后还是做不到
不过没关系
因为心里舒服多了
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Thursday, March 5, 2009 ♥
had a dim sum buffet lunch at Excelsior Hotel ytd to celebrate my section head's bday in adavance.. yupp.. so it was another section lunch agn.. well.. its nt bad la.. jus tt it wld have been more fun if its a smaller grp.. haha..
then when we came back, one broker brought cakes/pies frm DOME.. they always do la.. so i picked an american cheesecake.. it was a big slice and i couldn finish it.. and my colleague was laughin at me cos he said i m still eatin the cheesecake aft 1hr.. haha.. but then, another colleague did the same thing as me too! haha..
we're suppose to have ghost stories dinner session soon! haha.. interesting!
yay! meeting dear today! like finallyyyy!:D
tmr is the day! ooh! i am prepared for the worst...
:)
then when we came back, one broker brought cakes/pies frm DOME.. they always do la.. so i picked an american cheesecake.. it was a big slice and i couldn finish it.. and my colleague was laughin at me cos he said i m still eatin the cheesecake aft 1hr.. haha.. but then, another colleague did the same thing as me too! haha..
we're suppose to have ghost stories dinner session soon! haha.. interesting!
yay! meeting dear today! like finallyyyy!:D
tmr is the day! ooh! i am prepared for the worst...
:)
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ♥
03 Mar 09
had a lil surprise aft work:) thankyou...
i wanna go bugis children arcade! haha...
anw, met dearest eli at night at tamp for dinner.. we had dinner at ramen ten.. this time round i tried the la-la ramen.. and i tink its quite nice.. haha.. den we sat and chat chat chat.. den went to kopitiam to eat dessert... until we got chased out of kopitiam cos they clsing alr.. haha.. ooh.. i realise we nv take pic wid ur cook LG new phone! but den agn ur batt died.. nxt time mus taketake k.. and meet up for shoppin sooooooon!
had a lil surprise aft work:) thankyou...
i wanna go bugis children arcade! haha...
anw, met dearest eli at night at tamp for dinner.. we had dinner at ramen ten.. this time round i tried the la-la ramen.. and i tink its quite nice.. haha.. den we sat and chat chat chat.. den went to kopitiam to eat dessert... until we got chased out of kopitiam cos they clsing alr.. haha.. ooh.. i realise we nv take pic wid ur cook LG new phone! but den agn ur batt died.. nxt time mus taketake k.. and meet up for shoppin sooooooon!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ♥
today went to chase signatures at PSA & payalebar.. and its raining! and we got caght in the rain.. and mus walk in the rain to the taxi stand at payalebar! they shld jus buiold shelters la! but one gd thing is.. my colleague and i went to mac at paya lebar to have breakfast aft we took signatures.. so its lik.. we jus slack our time away.. but the time we reach office its lik 11sth le.. so this mornin passed v quickly! but then its cos we gt no work on hand la.. hohoho...
went to peace centre for lunch today.. and so coincidental i saw pjay.. haha.. or rather, she saw me.. haha.. i was abit stun tt she tapped me on the shoulder.. haha.. but it was a nice coincidence stil seeing some ex-sch mate on the streets plus its nt tt we really knw each other..:D
yay meetin dearest later! and its the time to fill up our dairies with many many entries agn! :)))
its a gd thing tt im nt tired lo.. i realise my tiredness jus last for a while in the morning.. nw its ok alr.. mb tonight try to slp earlier! haha..
whats the matter with me?
im lost in my own world...
im drowning in my thoughts...
im such a disappointment...
just... believe...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Monday, March 2, 2009 ♥
disclaimer: this is gg to be a post of many many thoughts that may nt be makin sense cos it is in bits and pieces.. so be prepared or jus clse ur window! i jus needed to rant somewhr.. haha..
at the age of 18.. you are no longer small.. but yet.. im nt big.. its jus a great big transition.. process of growing.. and this means.. huge responsibility of my own life falls in my hands... once decisions are being made.. i will be the sole person who mus be held respsible.. no matter wat happens.. no matter wats the results/consequences.. be it good or bad... there is no one to blame.. only myself.. some choices have effects for life..
there is jus so many things to think abt but the thing is we have absolutely no control for it.. there is millions and billions of possibilities in this world.. anything can happen, anything can change within a split second! the future is so unpredictable that it is so scary.. sometimes, the way how some changes can be so drastic is frightening..
once bitten, twice shy... i tink this is v v v true.. time is the best medicine.. but it is lik sth tt 治标不治本... its hard... and i tink.. u will onmly und it when u experience it..
i lik neverland.. for one simple reason tt when ure young... there are many things that u dun have to consider.. there are many harsh realities that is package into a nice fairytale... there are less troubles.. things are jus simple n pure and near perfect... but the more u know.. the more things get complex.. there is so much more to consider and so many other factors that come into place.. being practical and realistic becomes sth tt will be forced as u grow.. there is no choice.. this is jus the way things work..
isit true that certain stereotype will jus remain the way it is.. or isit so much so that these stereotype are in fact true..? which means the majority is actually lik tat?
i hope things will jus run smoothly..
i do not knw how to control..
i am being stubborn here... whether or nt i ll regret... i duno.. but i jus cant do/think tt way..
but one thing struck me.. i mean its nt tt i have nv tot before.. but i knw jus a lil trust will work out.. and yes i have tt and so i manage to brush it off.. however, frankly.. i knw how true tt can be.. its no longer the qn of trust anymore... its jus the reality...
its so easy to say.. but its jus so tough to do... cos most of the time.. its unknowingly happening..
maybe these thoughts are unnecessary.. bcos things may nt be this way.. these are 'negative tots'.. but, this is called being prepared.. on the other hand.. i knw.. some things can nv be prepared..
still.. there will be many things that will pop out nw and then.. its true that it doesn only involve this and that.. it includes those and these too.. well.. its jus lik tt.. in order to have a happy ending - overcome all obstacles in the process..
wow.. long post.. and its nt all.. but its v luan... vvv luan.. cos inside.. its luan too.. i get triggered.. real easily.. it takes at least tonight.. for me to be at least back to normal... thou these wont disappear..
haha.. probably no one will understand this at all...
at the age of 18.. you are no longer small.. but yet.. im nt big.. its jus a great big transition.. process of growing.. and this means.. huge responsibility of my own life falls in my hands... once decisions are being made.. i will be the sole person who mus be held respsible.. no matter wat happens.. no matter wats the results/consequences.. be it good or bad... there is no one to blame.. only myself.. some choices have effects for life..
there is jus so many things to think abt but the thing is we have absolutely no control for it.. there is millions and billions of possibilities in this world.. anything can happen, anything can change within a split second! the future is so unpredictable that it is so scary.. sometimes, the way how some changes can be so drastic is frightening..
once bitten, twice shy... i tink this is v v v true.. time is the best medicine.. but it is lik sth tt 治标不治本... its hard... and i tink.. u will onmly und it when u experience it..
i lik neverland.. for one simple reason tt when ure young... there are many things that u dun have to consider.. there are many harsh realities that is package into a nice fairytale... there are less troubles.. things are jus simple n pure and near perfect... but the more u know.. the more things get complex.. there is so much more to consider and so many other factors that come into place.. being practical and realistic becomes sth tt will be forced as u grow.. there is no choice.. this is jus the way things work..
isit true that certain stereotype will jus remain the way it is.. or isit so much so that these stereotype are in fact true..? which means the majority is actually lik tat?
i hope things will jus run smoothly..
i do not knw how to control..
i am being stubborn here... whether or nt i ll regret... i duno.. but i jus cant do/think tt way..
but one thing struck me.. i mean its nt tt i have nv tot before.. but i knw jus a lil trust will work out.. and yes i have tt and so i manage to brush it off.. however, frankly.. i knw how true tt can be.. its no longer the qn of trust anymore... its jus the reality...
its so easy to say.. but its jus so tough to do... cos most of the time.. its unknowingly happening..
maybe these thoughts are unnecessary.. bcos things may nt be this way.. these are 'negative tots'.. but, this is called being prepared.. on the other hand.. i knw.. some things can nv be prepared..
still.. there will be many things that will pop out nw and then.. its true that it doesn only involve this and that.. it includes those and these too.. well.. its jus lik tt.. in order to have a happy ending - overcome all obstacles in the process..
wow.. long post.. and its nt all.. but its v luan... vvv luan.. cos inside.. its luan too.. i get triggered.. real easily.. it takes at least tonight.. for me to be at least back to normal... thou these wont disappear..
haha.. probably no one will understand this at all...
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` ♥
FRIDAY IS THE DAY!
jus when i posted a post a short while ago why they arent letting new of when they ll release the result and nw i see it on the moe website! its friday!!!!! okok... i m anxious and excited and nervous.. but no longer so scared.. i tink n hope i have prepared myself.. thou nt fully.. haha.. its ok..
ok.. off on fri!
jus when i posted a post a short while ago why they arent letting new of when they ll release the result and nw i see it on the moe website! its friday!!!!! okok... i m anxious and excited and nervous.. but no longer so scared.. i tink n hope i have prepared myself.. thou nt fully.. haha.. its ok..
ok.. off on fri!
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` ♥
its march!! soo fast! soon.. 1/4 of the yr is gone in the wind! i m alr workin for 3 mths lo.. and im waiting to take leave this fri! haha... why arent they announcing it!!! zzz...
today.. the interns came in.. 2gals 2 guy.. the one tt belongs to our section is a prc gal.. haven gotten e chance to interact much yet.. so.. no comments. haha.. but the other gal in e other section dresses more lik office work den us la.. hahah..
ok.. now lunch den fang gong!
tmr date with dearest!
wed or thur date wid dear!
fri...... :) / :( ???
today.. the interns came in.. 2gals 2 guy.. the one tt belongs to our section is a prc gal.. haven gotten e chance to interact much yet.. so.. no comments. haha.. but the other gal in e other section dresses more lik office work den us la.. hahah..
ok.. now lunch den fang gong!
tmr date with dearest!
wed or thur date wid dear!
fri...... :) / :( ???
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
` Sunday, March 1, 2009 ♥
28 Feb 09; saturday
its the last day of february alr! sososo fast! anw.. today, woke up clean up and went to downtown east/E-hub! had the taiwan orh-ar mee sua plus the fried chicken for lunch! aft tt watched movie too! watch [Marley and Me] its quite a nice show! cos of the doggie it made me cry near the ending.. haha.. and really quite alot of tears flowed out! haha..
look at how wet the sleeve is.. haha..
aft tt went to the shop called Fond U.. and had their speciality dish there which is the fondue bento.. its ok la.. haha.. got fruits, mashmallow, biscuit, waffle n ofcos the chocs:)
and they had creative names:
bused to changi village there and walked along the coastal walkway... and walked to the end which is the sunset walk! its dam nice la.. jus in time for the sun set... but then its was a cloudy day and so din see it set all the way down.. but it was nice stil.. hopefully can go back another day when its fair to view the full sun set agn..
there were lotsa birds there.. and they are lik all in pairs.. hahaha..
on the way back.. the sky was really dark.. gg to rain alr.. and there were lightnings... and the frequency is quite high.. haha... so its quite scary.. but then its nice oso cos the lightnings have diff colours.. got the normal white one, den got orangey one, pink one, yellow one.. so its quite nice.. haha.. had a bit of closer touch wid nature today!:D
dinner was a changi point.. sad thing is we were abit full frm eatin potato chips alr.. so din manage to order all that i wanted to eat cos im full.. sad.. in any case, there was fried carrot cake, sambal stingray n bbq chicken wings.. yupp.. and it started rainin soo heavily! jus when i reached home, it got so much smaller.. zzz..
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
