` Lynn ♥

` Monday, March 2, 2009 ♥

Posted @ // 11:44 PM

disclaimer: this is gg to be a post of many many thoughts that may nt be makin sense cos it is in bits and pieces.. so be prepared or jus clse ur window! i jus needed to rant somewhr.. haha..

at the age of 18.. you are no longer small.. but yet.. im nt big.. its jus a great big transition.. process of growing.. and this means.. huge responsibility of my own life falls in my hands... once decisions are being made.. i will be the sole person who mus be held respsible.. no matter wat happens.. no matter wats the results/consequences.. be it good or bad... there is no one to blame.. only myself.. some choices have effects for life..

there is jus so many things to think abt but the thing is we have absolutely no control for it.. there is millions and billions of possibilities in this world.. anything can happen, anything can change within a split second! the future is so unpredictable that it is so scary.. sometimes, the way how some changes can be so drastic is frightening..

once bitten, twice shy... i tink this is v v v true.. time is the best medicine.. but it is lik sth tt 治标不治本... its hard... and i tink.. u will onmly und it when u experience it..

i lik neverland.. for one simple reason tt when ure young... there are many things that u dun have to consider.. there are many harsh realities that is package into a nice fairytale... there are less troubles.. things are jus simple n pure and near perfect... but the more u know.. the more things get complex.. there is so much more to consider and so many other factors that come into place.. being practical and realistic becomes sth tt will be forced as u grow.. there is no choice.. this is jus the way things work..

isit true that certain stereotype will jus remain the way it is.. or isit so much so that these stereotype are in fact true..? which means the majority is actually lik tat?

i hope things will jus run smoothly..

i do not knw how to control..

i am being stubborn here... whether or nt i ll regret... i duno.. but i jus cant do/think tt way..

but one thing struck me.. i mean its nt tt i have nv tot before.. but i knw jus a lil trust will work out.. and yes i have tt and so i manage to brush it off.. however, frankly.. i knw how true tt can be.. its no longer the qn of trust anymore... its jus the reality...

its so easy to say.. but its jus so tough to do... cos most of the time.. its unknowingly happening..

maybe these thoughts are unnecessary.. bcos things may nt be this way.. these are 'negative tots'.. but, this is called being prepared.. on the other hand.. i knw.. some things can nv be prepared..

still.. there will be many things that will pop out nw and then.. its true that it doesn only involve this and that.. it includes those and these too.. well.. its jus lik tt.. in order to have a happy ending - overcome all obstacles in the process..

wow.. long post.. and its nt all.. but its v luan... vvv luan.. cos inside.. its luan too.. i get triggered.. real easily.. it takes at least tonight.. for me to be at least back to normal... thou these wont disappear..

haha.. probably no one will understand this at all...

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