` Lynn ♥

` Saturday, April 11, 2009 ♥

Posted @ // 10:55 PM

my nose is lik nt getting better! but then i cant say wats wrong with it, its jus as weird as ytd... and my voice is weird!!!!!!!!! hope i dun fall sick!

warning to everyone: a loooong rambling is following ahead.. pls jus ignore if ure the kind that hates such stuff....

there is this stress lurking ard in the air... externally and internally, physically and emotionally.. expectations.. academically, career, future, life... in every aspect.. in every way...

i gota learn "no pain, no gain" & " gain without pain"
sounds contradicting ya? haha.. jus gota apply it in diff areas...

changes are everywhr, changes are always present.. cliche quote will be "the only constant is change" how well said is that! whether or nt we lik it, this is jus a fact. in order to adjust/adapt, changes result! and one of my goal nw is, to try my best to result in the change myself.. instead of naively wishin others to change to my likings or hope that i can change others to my liking, i m gg to change myself..

reality is nv as perfect as fairytale.. there are sooo many factors of life... as we grow older, things slowly starts to complicates... priority starts to change when we experience diff things.. different things has diff values as we move on.. ppl say "知足常乐"... well i agree to a certain extent... cos ppl say, mus be thankful to have jus gd health and be happy.. or jus to have a gd family/ friend/lover.. to have food.. to have a shelter.. to jus make ends meet..etc.. i tink, its diff to be really happy if u only have one of the above.. to be realistic, it wont work out tt way.. i wan to depend on myself.. to make myself happy...to obtain my goals in life.. aim high, but nt too high, but it cannt be too low oso.. try for sth above avg.. my goal.. i wan everything.. i wan health, family, friends, love, money.. all of them is very impt to me.. i tink everyone can agree with the first 4, but definitely some will shake head to the last.. cos once i say money is also v impt to me, i bet some ppl out there will be saying im a materialistic person.. if ure my fren, i ll be sadden. but i tink i gota learn to accept with a smile.. and i m determine to be able to do this..

humans are emotional creatures, but to succeed and survive, sometimes mus rmb to use head more than heart.. this is to avoid getting hurt, to protect myself.. but i tink this is soo difficult.. and so i tink the best way is to protray such an image to everyone.. when the heart is ruling uncontrollably, jus let it be inside..

"傻人有傻福" - i agree with this...
sometimes, its gd to jus pretend nt to knw sth when u actually knws it...
but this is nt the escape frm reality that kind of pretence and denial.. its jus when it makes things simpler and easier.. w/o hurting anyone...

i am caught in a dilema btw the expectations i shld set for myself and ppl ard me..

environment shapes and mould ppl.. i hope i can shape and mould my environment too.. "man is the master of his own destiny!" haha.. (kc 06 batch lit students! vvv familiar right??! hahah)

i wanna learn music and sport! lik alot alot of them! i hope i ll be able to self-support myself to learn all these in this life! youth is nt forever.. i wan to do it when i can.. here's a list for myself!! :-
- piano
- guitar
- violin
- tennis
- volleyball
- bowling
i hope to nt jus learn it, but to obtain a certain level of proficiency in it! and i m gg to start wid piano! as for the sports, i duno how to achieve it but i ll try my best to find out whr i can learn it when i have the time n money.. n i ll make them!

actually im nt really rambling.. its jus some self-reflections in a very calm way.. jus so happen that today i come to realise somethings, come to accept somethings, come to a decision abt somethings.. nth happen that trigger all these, maybe, i jus wanna really grow..

祝福我成功！:)

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