I think I'm getting emotional too easily recently...
and I really hate it! Why is this happening to me? Why is my threshold soooo low? I'm starting to be not myself (or perhaps this is myself but its too overboard and ridiculous that i cant really stand it anymore!)
or perhaps, these are weak moments?
oversensitive?
or am i just too greedy?
Losing some confidence and...
Somehow some weird feelings just crept in. They are mean and evil cos they eat me up.
Even dreams are mean to me these days. They make me go through pains which I fear in reality.
i gota keep myself busy.. perhaps i shld just start doing calculus! for once, maybe cal will be my savior haha.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...