This is year 3 sem 1 for me.
coming 4th week alr.
its seriously the worse sem ever.
7 mods, with 2 exams.. sounds relaxing right.. BUT NO! it only means more assignments and work during the entire semester! :(
plus some of the mods are just quite disgusting. even the content mods are tough. haizzz..
5 days week. with most days ending 630. with piano and tuitions and ccas. yea.. busy schedule i have.
on top of all these, i still went ahead to join another cca. and even took up a leadership postion which i have no experience in. but its definitely an experience which is good to gain. im looking forward to learn sth thru this role and exposure. but not trading off my grades. just trading off personal time and sleep time.
its as though as these arent bad enough.
This sem is out to train my body soul mind and heart man.
been on a roller coaster ride minus the ups.
im beginning to master the art of it. of cos not there yet but shows signs of improvement.
it just take 1 instant, just 1 moment to plunge down.
if it was nv there, its alright. but once its there and gone......... it sank together with it.
a simple touch is all it takes.
still thankful in a way.
i hope this will end soon. i hope things will turn out alright at the end of the day. i hope smile and laughter returns soon. to replace the need to suck and control and silence.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...