In the process of learning..
yeaaa.. even though i know, my heart cant accepts, and so i react to it emotionally.
lost the motivation to do any work as i seek refuge in other means.
experienced a foolish moment of heart race to be slapped with reality. At that instant, i succumbed to the harsh truth.
I will wait. or rather, i can only wait. wait for the better. wait for some warmth. wait for some comfort.
painful disappointment is awakening to none.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...