` Lynn ♥

` Saturday, February 15, 2014 ♥

Posted @ // 11:13 AM

I thought all would be better the when I get up this morning. After one night of tears, I should be waking up to a better morning isn't it? But unfortunately no. I woke up with tears again, albeit for a different reason.
有一种 “一波未平，一波又起” 的感觉。
我需要的时间和空间，你们给不了。
你们需要的兴奋和积极，我也给不了。
或许你们会怀疑，但该做的我依然会做。
就算被误解，也只需要一个自己落泪的空间。

心情还真是不好。但日子还得照样过。

It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...

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Posted @ // 1:36 AM

我把今天搞砸了。
好期待的一天，但我却。。。
讨厌自己让今天的回忆不那么美好。
要求太高的我，让我们彼此都受了伤。
生病的你，依然陪着我，我很欣慰。
不能再要求什么，但我没有办法控制。
虽然是我自己的问题，但在我流泪时，我还是很希望很希望，你能够给我一个最温暖的拥抱。因为那是对我最大的安慰。
或许这些年来，我流泪的次数太多了。你也厌倦了。这也成为我心寒的。
怎么办，一些很想说的话，现在已不知如何开口。原来要一个拥抱，也那么难。
没能让你为我微笑，也同时让我自己失望。
似乎从那一刻起，今天的命运就没法逃了。
不知道为什么感触那么深。
有一个钟了吧，头好痛。

*Respect people who find time for you in their busy schedule. But love people who never looks at their schedule when you need them.*

Though this isn't the right case, it is generally the feel that I wish to have. And the priority sometimes. 有时候，是当下你给的感觉，你的表情，你的反应。你可以说我是自私的，我承认。
对不起，或许我真的不是你的理想对象。但值得庆幸的是，至少我相信，你不会因此而放弃我。

It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...

` Wednesday, February 5, 2014 ♥

Posted @ // 5:28 PM

不知道今天的我怎么了，尽然忍不住。一句话都不说，专注地吃，还是被阿嬷的话打败了。我知道只是担心，只是关心，我却好像没力量抵抗或承受。我不知道是为了什么，连我自己也找不出一个原因。应该是累积闯的祸。此时此刻，请让我可以好好伪装一下。这样应该会好一点。沉默是为了沉淀。沉淀够了，就会习惯。之后就会没事。

我不了解你的痛苦和烦恼。
有些事，错过就是错过了，我没有办法。或许可以怪我，是我不愿意，是我距离与千里之外，但保持现状，应该是较好的选择。对不起。

It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...

` Sunday, February 2, 2014 ♥

Posted @ // 6:48 AM

yay its chu san already.. my last cny here.. in a few weeks time things will change...

ppl have new year's resolution, perhaps i should have a cny's resolution too?

the first up my list is definitely to:

ADAPT TO CHANGES.

why am i so screwed up? why am i such a disappointment?
i have such strong resistance to change.. i refused to accept reality. i indulge in unhappiness. i trap myself. i refuse to let go. why i kan bu kai?

pek chek with this entire crappy situation. pek chek with myself being so pek chek. pek chek for not being mature enough for this. grow up?

sometimes think its such a loser and failure. i cant even be truthful and real to my own family.

its so much easier to be affected over sian n unhappy stuff.. so the 2nd thing up my list should be:
COUNT MY BLESSINGS

in many ways im still lucky.

It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...

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