hello body... what else do u want now? body please stay strong.. :(
i tried to consume more food today.. and even drink more soup that my ahma specially cooked for me knowing i have not much appetite..
and now.. diarrhea??!
what else am i supposed to do? im really trying very hard.. really... im barely surviving..
my withdrawal symptoms.. my body, is reacting to it uncontrollably.. it's involuntary.
with this, suddenly, i feel like im breaking down again.. :'(
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a song played on tv.. a nice song from the channel 8 drama
those lyrics in red... conveys my some of my feelings..
带我飞翔 到个安全的地方
是你让我看见未来的希望
幸福不难 就在前方
有你陪在我身旁 我才勇敢 (you give me courage..)
你的力量 是无止境的温暖 (you give me lotsa warmth.. do i give u warmth?)
让我张开翅膀自由地飞翔
幸福不难 就在前方
有你在身旁 我会勇敢
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...