just read the last letter you wrote to me - for our 6th valentines.
i dont need any gifts. i dont need them. i just need u. if u can spend some time with me, or perhaps give me a little card i think i will be very happy.
u wrote there that the next up is our anniv and your bday. somehow when i saw that line i felt a sudden sharp pain. it means to say at that point in time u still had this vision of being with me on those occasions. before anythings gets better, rest assured that there wont be gifts. there will just be a card or a letter. and the hope to spend that day with u. so thankful that u said you will be reserving that day just for me. u even said that even if ure working or what u will still spend some time after work with me. that really means so so much to me. especially at this point in time. actually to be honest, even if nth had happened, hearing those from you will still touch me.
and u know what, u also mentioned that u will try to improve on it. thank you.
u ended off by saying that i needa wait for your gifts.
right now, not waiting for your gifts.. im just waiting for the day u will smile at me. waiting for the day u will happily hold my hands just to bring me close to you.
i dont think that i will be receiving anymore letters from you at least during this period. its ok. cos i cant be so greedy and ask for everything.. i wont be expecting them too. but i will be waiting for that day when u will write another letter to me again. i think that means that things are improving. and it means that the day that we can truly be happy will be drawing near.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
