just recently, just so recently, i changed the way i fold my clothes cos of your influence.
for the rest of my life, this is probably gonna be it. can u imagine that i will constantly be thinking of you every single day. doing a simple thing like folding clothes...

you are already a part of me, and its not possible for me to take that away.
no matter what happens you will always be a part of me. you will always live in my heart.

right from the start when i knew u, you had a catch phase of "i will managed somehow"

like i mentioned, your strength makes me know that actually i dont have to worry too much for you cos you will managed somehow. your strength only worries me for my own sake. cos if u can managed it somehow, i will be left to managed myself alone.

perhaps i would, just go on and on. with you in me. and perhaps, thats enough. maybe u would disagree with me..maybe everyone else would also disagree with me. but if without u, being alone is probably the best way i can protect myself... if that day comes, maybe.. i might... just lost the ability to truly smile..

i am never the most optimistic person. so i think of such sad stuff..
but i have both sides in me... i still keep my hopes high with regards to the things that really matters so much to me. i will still wait.. no matter how long it takes..

once, my msn status was this "love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting that the person won't"

and so this is really it now. i keep my hopes high, knowing tt if touch wood, i will fall real bad. but then, cos i love, so i trust. trust that, this one person whom i love so much and who loves me so much too, won't.. won't bear to hurt me to a state that i can't smile genuinely again.

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