Just when I thought things will start to settle down... things will get better... eventually all will be good after some time of adaptations and getting used to it.. But things don't always go as you wish don't they?
Another issue pop up again.. or rather it is not another issue.. but it is just an unhappy incident i would say. Seriously... i didn't want it to be this way, and i also have no idea why must you get so upset over this minute little thing. I know you dont have any ill intention, in fact it was a good intention to help. but i think it matters to know what is helpful and what is not so helpful. And so i appreciated that and did what i was supposed to do, knowing my own needs and wants, i selected things i needed and wanted back in. And now i've become wrong in doing so?!
Staying at this new place isn't my choice. Moving at this busy period of practicum isn't my choice. I know everyone is tired, everyone is trying. But so am I. Never have i felt this way before. Never have i felt such pressure while at my own home.
kinda need a break.. a break away from home, away from everything.. (with the exception, jx, my only comfort now.)
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...