“It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”
Honey, u are the only person who can heal my wounded heart. or else, the wound is definitely gonna stay...
Honey, i really hope im the one who can heal your wounds too..
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When you say “I love you”, you are making a promise with someone else’s heart. You should honor it with actions to prove it. Love is not only an emotion. Love is a verb."
Saying "I love you" is almost like a promise.. its like saying, i will love u for who u are, i will love u under all circumstances. i take us so seriously, that all these counts..
u know that i really feel like typing honey in texts to u.. but i cant.
i tell myself it doesnt matter, calling honey doesnt mean anything.. its the heart tt matters.
but i miss calling u that..
u know, im heartened that u feel abit of happiness and warmth from my care. but then im worried that u feel abit stress too.. and u duno why.. im worried because i cant help but care for u.. cos i just do.. loving u makes me think of u, makes me wanna care for u, and it comes naturally.. so i really cant afford to have u being stress whenever im nice to u.. its sighs.. if this continues, im gonna be at a lost... at the same time i hope all these warm u feel will make u yearn for me.. knowing that i can give u such warmth. but then i really do this not on purpose but its just things that i wanna do for u. but if it stresses u then how.. honey ah honey, it takes so much courage, so much strength, so much energy just to maintain a smile now.. to keep going.. honey, ure my energy provider.. u musnt say u cant provide energy k.. im like a green plant, and ure the sun.. not being cheesy. just being truthful.
if to me ure still my bf, still my one and only love, still my family, still my future husband to be... what am i to u honey?
today's 9pm show.. im sure u watched.. and there is just this part i struggle so much not to tear too much.. when gui xiang say all those words.. that he has to give in to xiaoyang but its nv up to her expectations. and he is feeling tired.. is that how u feel too? and when the girl said, if u love someone enough than u shldnt feel tired. honey, i dont think this is the case for u.. im very very confident that u do love me enough. but honey, im thinking that u may just be lost for awhile now.. honey, ure actually not that 100% determined on letting me go right? i mean there is still somewhere, somehow, some parts of u that is still trying to find back, or hold on right? please tell me yes.. actually ure also having an internal struggle sometimes right.. when u see all that hurt and how badly wounded we are now, u feel for me right..
honey, i know time is needed, but as long as there is improvement, even if it is super slow, but as long as it gets better... ofcos i hope that u will hold on tightly to me and tell me that.. i m looking forward to u just saying u dont bear to leave me, u will work very hard, u just need more time.. honey, sorry, but really hope that u dont regard urself as green. i hope that u still regard urself as red.. in a special way.. in front of our families, outsiders, i hope we will still be red..
hmm.. waiting for ur text at night... hmm.. today the entire night only got 1.. or rather the interval was like about 4 hrs.. its abit.. heart feeling cold.. :(
honestly, im perpetually tired cos this is really sucking me up..
hugs honey.. a true hug is what i need.. i hug from u cos u wanna hug me from within...
but usually, even if i have to request, even if i have to pretend, i will still hug u..
honey, sometime, on some days, hug me please, let me lean on u, let me hold u. even if its a gentle pat on my head. i miss ur saiyang towards me.. wipe away my tears cos seeing me cry is painful for u.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
