today i saw someone posting this on fb:

"if our love is a tragedy, why are you still my remedy?"

and then one comment was this:

"it is not a tragedy, Shakespeare said - The course of true love never did run smooth."

honey, its really painful now, but its really true that ure still my remedy.. and i think that its also true that there are bound to be ups and downs in r/s.
and i really wanna believe that ours is indeed true love. just that its a down time now..
ure my true love, and i believe that im your true love too. and i really really think that we will not stop loving each other. really.

but then honey, i know that ure delaying your texts to me.. 2.5-3hrs.. normally wont be that long right.. and the wait for your texts is killing me.. heartache..:'( i watched the whole 9pm show tonight in bed hugging my snoopy.. and i duno why i feel really heavy hearted.. i felt really painful.. my phone didnt light up till now.. everyday u send me few texts only. like so far 2 today? :(
when u say have time we can go try i was really happy.. and i think ure really unsure if u will be busy cos u wanna work and u have cca stuff to settle still.. but honey.. i cant bear but to say that i really hope u will make me part of ur schedule.. u will wanna meet me despite being busy.. u will wanna spend time with me cos u really miss me.. honey.. i know probably now i miss u more than u miss me.. i wanna spend time with u more than u wanna spend time with me.. even though this does not mean that i love u more than u love me.. and based on what i know of u, based on what u have said to me.. i trust and believe that u dont mean it in any way that u think less of me or u love me less.. but just that honey... make me part of ur plan.. even if ure busy.. spare me some time.. i can travel to ur place. i can travel to the east. u dont have to send me home. if ure willing i can stay over at ur place. just so that i can spend time with u..

honey, do u know that hugging snoopy now gives me comfort, but it also hurts me alot at the same time.. last time, snoopy is there for me temporarily when ure not around.. but when im with u then i can hug u already... now snoopy is here but u? hug snoopy and it reminds me when u gave me snoopy in the tent. and the times we spent that cny/vday.

dont u think our families all think that after bring tog for so long, they are taking it as we r gg to get married soon? or after some time when u grad..? honey.. next cny, will u still wanna bring me along to all ur family gathering like always...? honey, please tell me u will hold my hand and bring me along.. no matter how is our status at that point, please, do that..

every night is a miserable night alone. and my tears just come along cos of the immense torture inside.. no matter what, whenever im left alone.. i feel pain.. and honestly, such moments, make up quite a big proportion of my time each day.. all i do, is to look forward to meeting u.. so im really looking forward to the weekends now.. its thursday tmr... im halfway there..

honey, as i cont to hug my snoopy.. hug me soon...

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