i think the fact that this is the last wk of hols is really eating into me.. i duno why but i get the same feeling i got that wk in sch... i feel very very unsettled... im scared for i duno what reason. i have been having nightmares almost everynight again.. this feeling is here since ytd.. and today even when i went out to meet the girls for dinner. its just constantly there, weighing my heart down.
really, things wont be like this bad if the current situation is not like this..
feeling ur warmth and just leaning on u will soothe and calm my nerves.
this wkend is the seniors camp.. i.. would actually really wanna gt a big hug before i embark on work.. honey, i really need support.. will u pls be here by my side..
i still rmb how last yr u just brought me to swee choon for a dinner during my practicum cos u just wanted to add oil for me. even thou i cant expect u to bring me anywhere now, or even do anything on ur own accord to add oil for me... i will really just be very contented if u can just let me hold me.. and perhaps hug me back a little.. in time to come, give me a little warm smile..
i miss your warmth honey.. but honey, i still feel it whenever i hold u.. no matter what u do or not do.. the heart doesnt lie right.. i feel it.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...