im like a mimosa. im super sensitive now.
i was sad when i saw that u maybe cant meet me. then i reasoned that hey u didnt say no totally, u said that if u can u will.
i was sad that u didnt pick up my phone nor reply me. then i reasoned maybe u really fell aslp alr since it was so late le.
and just now. just now i so happen to wake up before u replied. but i was sad cos u told me that u cant meet le. because i dont have hope for any possibility now. but then i was even sadder cos even when u change phone u didnt tell me at all. i know now u just wouldnt tell me anything anymore. when u wanna say then u will say but u dont wanna tell me anything. u dont even know how much that hurts me in and out every day. i comforted myself enough to slp. but now i woke up to another episode. i know im responsible for my own tears, and despite knowing that u will make me cry n upset, honey, do u still ache for me now? or do u just think that whether im upset or not, just like that lo..
im broken over and over again..
are u slowly healing already?
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...