Dear honey, i miss you..
i miss how you dote on me.
i miss how you tease me.
i miss how u will hug me and kiss me.
i miss how u will get jealous.
i miss how u will be worried if i have eaten, if im cold, if im safely home.
i miss how u will heartache cos u see me cry, and hug me to tell me everything will be fine.
i miss how i can make u laugh uncontrollably.
i miss how i can touched your heart and make u feel loved.
i miss how i feel part of your family.
i miss how i can freely hold your hand.
i miss how i can be yours, and u be mine.
i miss you.

but do u miss me at all...? or u rather have nth to do with me now..?

its all my fault.. i hurt u before, i am not a good gf. i failed you, i failed myself..
will my chance come back again? will i be able to make u happy again?

honey, u said before, its not just me who lost u, u lost me too. but honey, its just that, it seems like losing me is not such a big deal to u afterall.

honey, u are making a deliberate choice to reply me less, being cold to me, and giving up on me. in a way, it is a conscious choice right? will u then make a choice, and let me into your heart once again..?

why am i so emo? backing up messages from the past, the good and the bad, all makes me hurt so so much. and i only saw afew texts. i didnt even go into it.. i miss the good times. and looking at the bad times, just make me feel worse seeing how terrible i have been. honey, dont leave me. i wont say i love u more, i wont say i put in more effort than u did in our r/s. but honey, i really put in my heart and soul to it. im very serious about it. i really gave my everything... but now, my concerns, have become worthless to u.. my smiles or tears doesnt affect u much anymore.

i know, what deep shit i got into. how deep i sunk in. and how thats the end of me in this black hole, if u are not gg to step in with me. even if life goes on, happiness will nv be in my dictionary again. 5 months ago, u rip that away from me. and till now, im still waiting for u to put it back one day.

honey, i really miss you. and i yearn for the day, u will hug me once more.

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