honey, i thank you for ytd.. for once again taking pictures with me and for being there to accompany me throughout the day..
although i was really hoping that u would say yes to go spooktacular with me.. but then when u first rejected i was not that surprised too. im only going to ask u once more next mth.. if u still reject me again, then i wont force u anymore.. but then no matter how i try to convince myself, i know its cos u dont want to go with me..
honey, actually its hurts me alot when i see how u lit up and smile and be happy around your friends.. but with me u cant.. really the pain, is beyond bearable. how u can easily speak to them.. tease them. but to me.. none at all.. i miss u.. so much..
i was puzzled.. when i asked u if u helped out or went to the booths during cca fair u said no.. but then i realised that actually u did.. why do u have to keep it from me? honey, im not here to stop u from doing anything.. im not here to impede your future.. im not here to ruin your life.. but why is it that your protective mechanism is so high towards me now..? honey, do u still trust me? or you can no longer entrust your heart with me so u are forcefully taking it back now..? i have long entrusted my heart to u.. and now take u wanna throw it back to me, i cant catch it back, and it will just be thrown away, right to the ground, in front of your eyes and mine..
no matter what, even as months pass... xie xie ni, thank you for not abandoning me. at least, i know if anything happen, if i need u by me, i trust that u will still be by my side..
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
