不是说好，知道后，会告诉我的吗？
对于我说的话，对于你对我说的话， 倒底还有份量吗？
really, must u wait for me to ask u? so when u said u will tell me after i repeated myself so many times because i really wanna know this time, u ddint put that on your mind at all? it was just to make me shut up? its different when u tell me and when i ask u know... i dont cry over this. i learnt how to not cry over everything. but honey, i cant help but feel the sense of disappointment and sadness.
you once said, that even after everything, u will still regard me as a close family. honey, in your heart, if im still a family, if i will still remain as a family, give me a little family warmth from time to time hao ma..
few days ago, after a long talk. i felt terrible cos of all the mistakes that i have made.
if you really know what you want, why wont you tell me? have you given up totally on me? 真希望，你对我并没有彻底死心。希望，我不是自欺欺人。
at the wedding dinner, i realised how hurtful that whole atmosphere was to me. perhaps, if u were in my shoes, u wont feel the same. or will you? will u just think of me somehow?
even though u drag your msg alot.. i have no choice but to do so. but waiting for your texts, i... can only wait. after long hours working... it always gives me motivation when i see your reply. even if its just a super short one. and so when i see my phone empty, i guess im not sad, but im a little disappointed. cos u dont like to reply me? haiz.. but when u take a shorter time to respond, well, that will really make my day...
i dont need, i dont expect alot from you. but i still hope that eventually, you will wanna protect both u and me.
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...
