` Lynn ♥

` Wednesday, November 19, 2014 ♥

Posted @ // 4:39 AM

a few nights ago, i had a sweet dream.. i dreamt that somehow we were back happy tog. it was full of touched and happiness. i guess that dream seem so real that i when i woke up, i could feel the happiness inside of me. but it's only a dream..

my bro saga brought me back into this whole feeling again.. as i was speaking to the girl, somehow it feels like im re-experiencing alot of things. it makes me really really upset inside..

and just now before i slpt.. my mum suddenly came in and ask me out of the blue.. is there anything that happened btw us? she feels that i dont seem to be hanging out with u much these days. and I lied. i lied. i lied. i said nothing. it really hurts so much inside. i didnt cry. somehow it hurt so much inside but tears did not form. but i was feeling so terrible. maybe is good that the channel 8 show tonight was quite sad and it allowed me to let some tears out. i obviously still cannot face it.. i lied. it is so difficult. and it really hurt me much when my mum said, 我不要你像我一样，最后一个人。

我好害怕，最后会变一个人。封闭的心，无法让其他人进来，也只有你能。

将来，我们还有机会吗？

你对我，有可能，一直至少像这样，陪伴吗？

谢谢你，没有无情的离开，无情的让我一个人。

谢谢你，让我知道，你还是关心我的。

"Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through But i'm still loving you"

我想，我这一辈子，都没有办法，不爱你了。在我的心里，你始终，无法取代。

It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...

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