well done.
first day of 2015 only. started with a nightmare. and its ending with me in tears.
just a simple picture. and i cant help but feel sad. u will never smile like that with me. you will never upload a picture of us now. and i being slowly replaced alr? im so sorry i cant help but think negatively. even thou i try to convince myself. i tell myself its nth. you have not forgotten about me. you have not stop loving me. you have not change heart and fall for someone else. deep in my heart i believe so. but u dont know how much i yearn for a reassurance.
honey, how long are we gg to last like this? honey, all these while, u dont miss me at all? honey, till now, u still shut off from me. how can we get back to our happy times? im hurting so much still. are you?
but, im thankful for the times at gardens by the bay and in jb. even thou u hardly spoke to me. but at least u accompanied me through them.
i keep trying, trying to mask up. trying to be strong. trying to hang on. i cant let go. im so tired sometimes. honey, are u tired of me?
im sorry. ai wo, hao ma?
i cannot give up. and i will swallow all these down. somehow i just feel very sad. but i nv once hated u for anything. i only wish that u will pull me into your arms.
"i will wait, and keep waiting" honey, if i wait long enough, will u return? lao tian ye, will u grant me my wish after u put me through the test?
It's always ♀ ♡ ♂ Never ♂ ♡ ♀; if only...